1. BELOVED ENEMY

We always hurt the ones we love,
that's a fact,
which we can't deny.
We never talk instead we shoot,
we learned it from TV.
We're drifting apart.

And She will be my Death.

Like on the Battle field.
She's got her weapons armed.
And she will always be my Beloved Enemy.

I don't know what to do,
i feel so Helpless now,
I want to kiss or kill my Beloved Enemy.

You never knew how much I love you,
while we're in the fight.
I never said a word.
She said she never use the needles.
Instead you take a sword and stab it in
my heart.

Oh I love the Sound of a broken heart.
It means victory to me.
But when I saw the Tears glitter in her eyes,
oh i knew that I've lost everything.


2. CHANGE THE WORLD

I'll start again with a brand new life,
With a brand new name and a brand new face,
I've seen it all. I've been to hell ...

I'll start again with a brand new life,
With a brand new name and a brand new face,
I've seen it all. I've been to hell
I'll walk away and you stay here...

I saw a priest carry a gun,
Play russian roulette with 2 nuns,
Gettin' threesome drinkin' wine,
Oh blood of christ it tastes so fine ...

I will never change the world for you.
I will never change myself for you.

I saw a child nailed to the cross,
He couldn't understand that fuzz.
The mother's sad and cried in vain,
The child cried loud and died in pain.

I will never change the world for you.
I will never change myself for you.
I will never change the world for you.

Nothing will ever change the world

I will never change myself for you.
I will never (2x)
I will never change myself for you
Oh for you


3. DIRECT INJECTION

You know my face from the cover of a magazine.
You think I'm sexy
But I think your just obscene.
And when you talk to me
I treat you like the dirt under my feet.
You are the reason why I cannot trust no girl.

Fake me a smile
Fake your affection, baby.
For you to get high,
to gain my reaction maybe.
And you think I'm divine.
The laws of attraction.
And you wanna be mine.
You want my direct injection.

You read my story
and you think you know the real me.
But I won't let you in although you're beggin'...
And when you approach I try a fast escape.
Because your love seems so real
Like a flower on the moon.

Fake me a smile
Fake your affection, baby.
For you to get high,
to gain my reaction maybe.
And you think I'm divine.
The laws of attraction.
And you wanna be mine.
You want my direct injection.

Fake me a smile
Fake your affections.
For you to get high,
to gain my reaction.

Fake me a smile
Fake your affection, baby.
For you to get high,
to gain my reaction maybe.
And you think I'm divine.
The laws of attraction.
And you wanna be mine.
You want my direct injection.

Fake me a smile
Fake your affection, baby.
For you to get high,
to gain my reaction maybe.
And you think I'm divine.
The laws of attraction.
And you wanna be mine.
You want my direct injection.


4. STAY WITH ME

I'm chasing the shadows
I'm running out of time this time
They say that it's hopeless anyway
You're breathing, you're fighting
And I can't see it in your eyes.
I will dry the tears you hide

So stay with me
I'd dedicate my soul
Do anything
Just to let you know
How I feel
I'm begging you to
Stay with me

Fate's twisted
I'm restless
I'm hanging on this fragile string
The candle's burning on both sides tonight
This bed out of roses
The thorns are cutting up my veins
And I can't face another day


5. STUCK

I feel alive,
I know I've wasted too much time.
Can you show me the way to leave this world,
Can you show me a way to escape.

I feel alive,
I know I've wasted too much strength.
I struggled with death,
And all I got were 5 more years, so fuck it!
Can you show me the way to leave this world,
Can you show me a way to escape.

I feel alive,
I know I've wasted too much love.
I wasted love, I wasted.
I wasted love, I wasted ...

I'm stuck in here.
I'm stuck on you.
I'm stuck in a dream,
Which never comes true.

I feel ashamed,
For I never told the truth.
I feel complete,
For I finally found you.
Can you show me the way to leave this world,
Can you show me a way to escape.

and I'll follow you

I'm stuck in here.
I'm stuck on you.
I'm stuck in a dream,
Which never comes true.

Don't wake me up,
Cause I don't want to see the truth... (X4 )

Don't wake me up (X3 )
Don't wake (X7)


6. BREAK YOU APART

And I have lost the fight,
Against my funny coloured friends,
It was you or me or them.
And I never had a chance.
And I have to go.

And I know,
It'll break your heart.
And I know,
It'll break you apart.
And I know,
You won't survive it.
But I should think of myself.

And death is not the worst for me,
It's my life that hurts me most.
In this prison I am dwelling forever,
There is only one way out.
There's only one way ...

The drugs have made me what I am,
The drugs have broken me.
I learned they never were my friends,
But they were god instead.
Worship them!


7. LIES

She never spoke truth to me,
She couldn't handle, was to weak.
She hid her mouth behind her hand,
She didn't want me to see her speak.

Your lies,
Are killing me from inside!
Your lies,
Destroyed my world forever!

I never was the only boy for you.
That was more than I could ever take.
Gave you my heart, gave you me everything.
Didn't know how easy it would break.

This ugly world is full of lies.
And that's the reason it dies.
I never cared anyway,
So I won't stay,
I'll walk away ...

Your lies,
Are killing me!
Your lies,
Destroyed my world forever!


8. THE LAST DAY OF MY LIFE

"For some must watch, hile some must sleep.
Thus runs the world away..."

Today I realized
What I have become.
A look in the mirror
Makes me so afraid.
And all my life I was searching for something.
Searching for something I could never have.

They always warned me,
Do not reach too high.
Cause if you fly o high,
You'll fall even deeper.
But I ignored all their warnings,
I got my wings and flew away to the sun.

If this was the last day of my life,
What would I feel?
I wouldn't be too proud of myself,

This world made me numb inside,
But some of my emotions didn't die at all.
If I love wasn't just a cliché,
I would say that love is the new hate!


9. YOU DON’T KNOW ANYTHING

Nothing left to say, nothing left to lose
I will make my way, I won't have to choose.
If you once lost anthing,
You have the freedom to do anything you want.
I came to rape, I came to abuse,
I'm so damn bored, I got the blues.
Don't ask me questions about myself,
I don't know who I am.

I want to hear you scream.
I want you to believe in me.

You don't know what I've been through.
You don't know what it takes.
You don't know anything.
You don't know anything at all.
All my life tried so hard.

Mother ran away, father nearly died,
They were never happy, cause they never tried.
Time heals all wounds they say.
But some wounds never heal at all.
I have to face my own bad past,
It's so damn ugly and it seems to last.
Don't want to sing those love songs,
Not a single word is true.


10. DEAD PRESIDENTS

Hey Mr. Franklin it's good to have you with me.
Let's go for a walk.
I know I killed my ideals, but that is just my deal,
You shouldn't judge too hard.
Today, I realized my life has changed.
And I have to cope with myself.

I sold my soul,
Sold my soul,

Just for money to earn.
I sold my soul, but I got so many lessons to learn.
And those dead presidents were never my friends.
I'll never be happy in the end.

Hey Mr. Bankman , take care of my account please,
I got lots on it.
But isn't it ironic, that all I ever dreamed of,
Becomes my nightmare now.
And I don't have the strength to carry on.
But now it's too late to go back.


11. FALLING

Eins, ... zwei, ... drei, ... vier, ... fünf, ... sechs, ... sieben, ... acht.

I'm sick to be afraid,
I'm sick to be scared.
And today I'll kill myself,
Just to be newborn in this world.
I don't need to heroes, they are dead and buried deep.
And all I want from you, is my promise to keep.

I am not what you think

Oh in this world,
There is so much to lose.
I'm tried, I'm down on my knees.
Just take my hand and we'll walk,
Through the door.

I'm falling,
I don't know myself anymore.

I'm sick of your lies,
And I'm sick of the truth.
And when I look around,
I see another wasted youth.
I don't need no heroes they are dead and buried deep.
And all I want from you, is my promies to keep.

I am not what you think

Oh in this world,
There is so much to lose.
I'm tired, I'm down on my knees.
Just take my hand and we'll walk through the door.

I'm falling.


12. CHURCH OF EXTASY

I never talk scandal, I only talk gossip.
I am the new god, your children will worship.
I'll be the light guiding you through the night.
And I'll be the darkness surrounding your mind.

Give me a

J, gimme a J,
Give me an O,
Give me an E,
This is Jesus on Extasy.

Just lose your mind,
Lose control,
Get on the ride,
Enjoy the show,
In the church of Extasy.

I'm the new boyfriend,
Your daughter comes home with.
I am the voice in your head.
And you hate it!
I am the conscience that you never hear.
And I am the rockstar, that you'll learn to fear!

Give me a

J, gimme a J,
Give me an O,
Give me an E,
This is Jesus on Extasy.

All the people,
like to hate us!


Give me a

J, gimme a J,
Give me an O,
Give me an E,
This is Jesus on Extasy.

Just lose your mind,
Lose control,
Get on the ride,
Enjoy the show,
In the church of Extasy.


13. SOMETIMES

Sometimes I wish I was robotic.
All mechanical, and made of steel.
Sometimes, I wish I never knew you,
All my problems, would turn to dust.

I would never be like you are,
I would never act that way.
And like in 1953
I'll burn you like a book.

Sometimes, I wish I was narcotic,
Full of heroin, and tranquilized.
Sometimes, I wish I was psychotic,
Leaving everything behind me.
I would never act that way.

And I like in 1953
I'll burn you like a book.

Sometimes I hurt myself on purpose.
Just to see if I am still alive.
Sometimes, I wake up late at night.
And I realize, there's nothing left behind.