1. MONOLATRY

With rotting hands and withered eyes
I kneel before thee lord
My blistered tongue and failing
Heart now sings false praises
Hosanna! Praise to kings unseen!
Worship the word of Pharisees and hypocrisy
One God! One Faith! A Priori!
These words be disdained--these lies from Eden remain
Drenched in sin, disharmonies and sexual fantasies
New gods rise yet not touch the sky
Live lust, feast hate, despair menstruate
Goddess despair tyrannize!

The failed god, the despot god
From man you came, and with men you'll die
I seek to ruin this world

Chaos, black universe
My spiteful madness, mankind aversion
The feeble minds of flocks succumb to religion
Deceiving, ostentatious--we are God's image

No blessed ones, no Father
Crush the pious men dissolve what church began
Worship what Christ deemed sin

Awaken carnal presence
The cage of morality, must be undone
From instinct to act, malicious pursuit
I'll touch and taste the angel,
I'll rape, my obsession...

And from dust new idols arise
As the beast stares into her eyes

Captivation...Adoration...Lechery! Treachery!
We care...
We love...
We kneel...
But we sin...

I reject the righteous path, the law, the Lord
To fornicate, in the valley of the shadow of death

From black stares--an abhorrence of lust
Is a window into a christened soul
Yet a reverent watch and a trusting pursuit
Cannot penetrate this façade, this mask
Into his eyes...
Into her eyes...

Let the discharge of the unclean drip onto our faces
I see the idol before me--that I worship
And from this Idolater I shall become the adulterer, the deceiver, the lecher
The hater of mankind
And to those who stand before--to those who preach truth
I'll storm my sermon of hate
Kill sin Kill sin Kill sin Kill sin
For this gospel speaks one word:
Obsession!


2. LEX ET LUXURIA

Consequently the roles of God and whore reverse
Tell me false prophet, did you sing
To the blood of crying children--of Peor?

If blessings be by deaths of the helpless…
Such blessings be thousands fold…

“Treat the sinful as enemies and kill them"
"But save for yourselves every girl who has never slept with a man."

Sexual immorality...
Are these words of a Prophet? Ahaha!

Come...Come to me my dove
Arouse me in the presence of God
Dalliance, intrigue
Mystery, seduce me with your modesty

For law is the mortar and fear is the stone
Of a prophet who hungers for control
O blessed is he who dictates
How to eat, when to love
Who to kill, who to marry
Taste the power of sleeping in your people's beds

"For I, the LORD your God am a jealous God"
"Punishing the children for the sin of the fathers"
Is this not the word of God but man?

As the weary soul seeks truth, hope
Believing in a God of divine intervention
Seductively she prays to her Lord
Oh reverent child, for whom this dark heart yearns
Tell me, your confession

As you are embraced by the faith of your fathers
This dying holy spirit fails and turns into unfaltered lust
To whom this dark heart yearns
Revealed to you my impure thoughts

False laws…False books...
Breed doctrines abhorred
Illicit lips descend upon hallowed skin
The man of sanctimony has confessed!

To deceive, to disdain Christian order
To repel sacred laws of the Bible
Oh the tears in her eyes as she fled--such trust divested
As she yields her free will to the book of denial

Tell me false prophet for I know your words
But what did your actions teach, in Midian?
Sexual Immorality
I will kill, I will take, I’ll destroy!

Where scarlet skies drip saliva upon skin-covered plains
And with blood suppurating eyes I lay in luxuria
Let unspeakable acts dismiss us from the Lord's table
With unwed lips, we'll conquer our temples--and defile them
The semen of Zimri drips from the altar
For seraphim will anguish what is to come!


3. COVETOUS ONEROUS

The chasm grows as the furnace of delusive pages burn
Such paltry dependencies akin to a wretched humanity
Oh lustful sword cut this flesh in two
Strike the vanity of the sacrament of marriage

Consummated in sacred chambers
As congregations intrude where unwelcomed
How foolish to deem mere penetration a gift from God

Devastating dawn goddess
Entered hand in hand
With another man
Silent trepidation
So timid
Covetous onerous
The burdens of envious eyes desolate those who see

Into the night somber dreams interweave moral discord
The somber heart the discontent
From the mouth of sightless seers all truth degenerates
And death will ring inside my heart as Christians propagate
I hear their call the harvest song
Yet in the fields of light I'll reap damnation

Leaving this faith I pass
The bridge crossing blood-- I know I'll not return
I hear the angels’ trumpets sounding
Now dawn the blackest sun--the blackest son

White veils, sexual ecstasy
Sacred vows, broken vows
Fornicate, desecrate
Covetous onerous

Falling from the Father the steadfast will resigns
Let he who succumbs to the wills of temptation descend
Shall not men undo what was destined by God? By the Emmanuel?

In this malaise the solace of man decays
The rejection of hope, the rejection of peace, the rejection of life
From hedonistic principle thy suicidal will be done
Covetous disastrous

He who burns with desire
Rots with jealousy

Pursue the death of Mennonite men
Ravage and degrade Mennonite women
Defile, semen, depravity, misogynistic hate
Rip the clothes of the betrothed and violate through tongue
Ejaculation, forced masturbation
Curses drip from vaginal lips
Perform ungodly acts.
Perform degrading acts. Soil the marital bed
Helpless is she who cries at the tip of sword and prick
For she will taste not the will of the
Father but the semen of man

Absconding, cowering with burden
To be struck while crawling away…SHAME
As all gathered, as all watched
With pale face and eyes of stone
She witnesses the death of my love of Christ

To behead these Christian men your God is…DEAD
In this black heart I know my God is…DEAD


4. THE PASSION IN MY HEART

Abaddon the worthless earth
Oh sweet nihilism Kill the children of God

Tear down the virgin from the altar
Let wicked men devour the church
In abjuration and defiant breath we sing:
"Scorn the morality of God"

Feasting on the misery and madness
Eating beating hearts of godly men, I drown in Hell
Seeking the pleasures of sin
Perpetuating anti-Christian Fervor,
Revulsion towards the pious in all mankind
Suicidal, violent vision

And to see, wretched normalcy
To those content with Christian simplicity
Lifeless hate: Have no empathy
Lifeless lust: Pure jealousy
Eat the wife, eat her life
Husband sacrifice, will suffice

...My passion is a carnal obsession
The whore in the faithful Heart Will be tempted

Bedchambers...Wedding rings
Nuptial union--Their hearts sing
Embracing lovers press and caress in foreplay
To consecrate the marriage I'll destroy
Undressed tensions escalating
Simple Christian penetrating

The passion in my heart
Is relentless anti-Christian Amphimixis

Painful thrusting heavy breathing
Lovers holding hands while copulating
Pressing bodies rapidly convulsing
God is watching church is smiling
Husbands fucking wives are cumming
I will violently kill this man and drip the walls of their
Home with his blood

And covered in carrion and death
I will use the carcass of My enemy for all to see
With strewn head and limb,
Christians will witness the fury
That is the passion in my Heart

To compel your corruption
My obsession: a religious transgression

To pursue misery—To adore, what is taken,
My fixation: a married woman

Out blackness I will come
Forced inside you, wife undone
My passion: a destructive orgasm


5. UNHOLY MATRIMONY

Godless lust
Fertile lips spread
Oh, goddess lust
Urinate, before me

Now seething with hatred
The scent of your body besets my soul
Rotting angels in the sun
Their dying cries I now despise
Jesus: Bane of the ages
Your death from persecution
Oppresses mankind and has fueled my retribution

I renounce
My marital vows

Seek distrust between man and wife
Seek the adulteress inside the pious heart
Where two become one in bliss
Let there be despair
Where once pure hearts met in bed
Depravity will reign

Break the bonds of marriage
Lie to your husband
Lie to your family
Debauch yourself
Degrade yourself
Burn your church

The sight of salvation
Such erotic temptation
Grieving, hopeless
Without trust
From a failing marriage

Embrace me as I'll embrace you
Fear not, my caress
Take my hand, end your union

At lusts will, she masturbates
Come flee and sleep with me
Disrobe, shed your modesty
Reveal your scent to me
Ovulate, accept this seed
Unholy matrimony
Sin with me, reject your faith
Deceive Emmanuel

Deprave yourself from this pursuit
Your faith, your truth devoured--denounced
I pray you'll forsake God
To see but not...touch


6. THE AMOUR

Bring ruin, pollute the ovums of Christians
Kill the righteous...Fire! Blight!
The odor of fluids defiles holy relics—pompous trinkets
Once loyal, now disloyal
I'll tongue her lips with impudence
Derangement… Anti-god

Seek the indulgence of your body
Fornicate, let us mock Christian gospel
Take my hand, seductively whisper amatory secrets
Convulse, nurture orgasms from my forked-tongue

Lusting the amour…

Having fled the will of her husband
In dew-stained woods, we'll
Watch the change of the seasons
Engaging in simple touch
We cherished, I adored

In forest shade we laid with amity—so sensual
A gaze, a touch, delving into eroticism
I will kill, I will take,
I'll destroy this fucking marriage

Strike down the virtuous Christians and rip out their skin
Kill those opposing of sin
I condemn these whores of Christ
Jealousy of the hateful will ring: Rape their wives

Oh sweet Christian blood….
Such pleasing agony…
With callus hate, and total disdain
She pleas for his life…

I want his blood!
I want his blood!

Remaining unforgiven
She chooses church and man
It is I who's forsaken
Touching—but not tasting
As two hearts met no fluids were shared
On the night of the amour

To hate... To annul for you...
Lusting Christian flesh I rot with madness
Where faith is hate and jealousy is bride
There will be no peace, there will be no joy,
No hope, suicide


7. BLACK SEXUAL BLASPHEMY

So... Reproductive
So... Venereal

[Lover:]
Oh my lust, so mysterious
Your genitals, will be worshipped

[Friends:]
Wicked man of no faith, evildoer
God shall punish thee

[Lover:]
Sweetest rapture, eyes that sing
You who've taken my body and heart, commit to me

[Friends:]
Condemned, wicked, keep far from our virtuous daughters
Be gone, to hell, God's punishment will prevail

[Lover:]
Bearing no burdens of Christ's faith
I covet you

[Beloved:]
Into temptation I've fallen
My weeping soul laments

[Lover:]
Deny your marriage, chastise the church
Have sex with my body
Move away from your Lord
Shun your Christ

With the strength of darkness and
Night, I call for you... Dying
You must use free will

[Beloved:]
With my loyalties I remain with my faith and my

[Lover:]
Cursed faith!
Failed faith!

[Lover:]
I curse your morality--your faith
Curse your laws, curse your book
I’m the deceiver--killer of men
And the joy you bring God I will end

Filthy Christian, now abhorred
Luscious skin I'll disrobe

I've tasted the fluids of angels
Touching your breast with my tongue
My darkest rapture has come,
My hate, I have reveled in your secrets
Where's your protector?
Where is he now?

[Beloved:]
Wretched devil
Your seed fell on desert ground

[Friends:]
Oh such Black sexual blasphemy

[Lover:]
Festering in misanthropic hell
I seek to crush the life of all mankind
Praise be to helplessness
Praise be to terror
You will see my morals
As I kill this life before me

Cut... This... Miracle... from womb

Kill the wretched god of wretched man

[Lover:]
Marriage... Fidelity... Morality...
I condemn your marriages
I condemn your morality
My love, I condemn your faith in God
I condemn myself

Into endless misery I willingly descend
In pursuit of a dream for which there is no hope
In a world controlled by the will of religious lies
I wish to take this world with me to hell

The onus of shame she became
The life of the sinner
Is released from her man
And to see his womb torn open
Turns away

I feel death inside me
My church, my world burns around me
And as all life pours from my body
I shall loathe Christendom
I'll despise mankind