1. FACE IN MY MIRROR

Empty passage will take you to the door
Behind the wall you’ll hear the groan
Dusts covered the black table
Soon everything will repeat again

Their laughter before you slept away to your madness

На слабых ногах ты приблизишься к двери
За дверью увидишь стальные деревья
Ветер срывает с искусанных губ
Болезненный шепот и ты на краю

My mind was my shelter (into your eyes)
Over my madness (over the rising)

Face in my mirror hates me

What do you see, face in my mirror?
Maybe, you bring the silence in my head
Fading to the shame, fading to the silence
I’ll break it again to stay alive

Remnants of light before my eyes
What do I try to realize?
I’m leaving my hell? I’m losing my world?
I don’t wish to ask anymore

My mind was my shelter
Over my madness
Fading to the shame, fading to the silence

I’m seeking the face in pieces of mirror
Under my feet the remnants of my world
Nowhere to escape, only to the silence
Silence... silence... silence


2. NOTHING NOWHERE

Darkness covered the autumn wood
So I can’t see the stars
Demons live in my mind
Why did you forget me here?

It’s time for the lighting
To color the night
But there’s nothing
Nothing is disturbing me

How can I stay here in this fragile sanity?

Silent peace of the emptiness
Is breaking my mind in parts
To find a way to kill the destiny
Is my only wish

I hear the rustle of grass
I feel the rain hits
I can’t satisfy my lust
I can’t survive in this reprieve

How can I stay here in this fragile sanity?

This night is not a place for me
I’m gonna leave this deformed reality
Bright emotions I have never felt
Throwing me down to nothing, nowhere

I won’t stay here in this my insanity


3. MY PRESENCE

Do you feel again?
What did you take from me?
I think it’s not for you
I think it’s not for you

Pressing emptiness is not, that will cease
More, than you could breathe
Not, that you wanted

Feel me rising into your soul
Breaking your mind
Hate me
Hear me and die with me

Do you feel again?
Just remnants of your soul
Now it’s time to show
So I’m a part of your mind

Take it all as you let as you make me to show
I’m with you not too long, not too hard to belong

You still pretend
You still dishappy
I see your eyes I see it’s empty
Angel went home

Still I hold you
Raze you
Waste you
I need to be with you
Hold you
I know you
Because I’m you


4. COLD ASHES...

Let me destroy the world I can’t leave behind
I thought I’ve found a perfect game
I’ve lost again and I’m not asking why
Stop torturing me, my fever

Your eyes so close and I need to walk away
You’ll find nothing in my heart
I’ve lost my face in this dirty masquerade, called life
Every day betraying myself

What now? Neither senses, nor faces, silent questions
That I bear inside myself, what I know about this

Life without hopes
Fear is so easy to create
I don’t wanna fall into this hellfire of mine
That I bear inside myself, what I know about this
Life without hopes
Fear is so easy to create
I don’t wanna fall into this hellfire of mine

I wonder if so heavy was your load
Within beauty, your wings
Was your mind so alone?

In the ringing silence I hear your steps
Cold ashes of your wings is slipping through my fingers

Apathy, running time
Could we break into another life?
Could we have hope within?
Did we change something here?

In the mob of faces I’ve lost yours
Cold ashes of your wings is going with the wind

Farewell!

That I bear inside myself, what I know about this
Life without hopes
Fear is so easy to create
I don’t wanna fall into this hellfire of mine

Neither senses, nor faces, silent questions
That I bear inside myself, what I know
Wingless, faceless, same entity
I wonder why still I hope


5. TILL YOUR FACE IS COVERED

Rain is falling down
I’m burying you
Just to feel more
To hold you closer

Watching down till your face
Is covered under a veil of my memory

Blood on the grey stone of my feelings
Nails razed away from my fingers
In the twilight of my soul I’m still learning to feel

With all things I couldn’t feel
Make me believe it’s over
With all tears I couldn’t see
She was like an angel of the autumn

Blood on the grey stone of my feelings
Nails razed away from my fingers
In the twilight of my soul I’m still learning to feel
I’m still waiting for you


6. THE WAY OF MADNESS

Here you are I see you suffer
I can not I cannot help you
Dreadful nights, evil woman
Comes to you In you dreams again

Face of your hate is illusion
Just a game of tainted mind
You couldn’t fight
Fight yourself
You will never be the same

Your fever is not forever
But still your demons alive
Breaking off your tired soul
You don’t want a feeling you have
Everything is burning
It’s all you leaving behind
You don’t want feel anymore
This kind of life

Inside
Free your demons if you burn inside
Life is nothing, just until it’s alive
Wasting you day after day

It’s your way of madness
Beauty of darkness will never leave you and you know why
You cannot sleep without nightmares
Every time you wake you will scream her name
Because you let it be
Your beauty of darkness
You cannot break the chain
Every time you wake you will scream her name

Can you hear? She is near…
I can’t hold on

Face of my hate of this pain
Silence means the death
Hate this words and the voice
Something I couldn’t fight

I am digging the grave for you
Don’t you whisper my name
Don’t you ever come into my dreams

Your fever is not forever
But still your demons alive
Breaking off your tired soul
You don’t want a feeling you have
Everything is burning
It’s all you leaving behind
You don’t want feel anymore
But something never ends

Face of my hate of this pain
Silence means the death
Of my hate of my pain
Silence means the silence


7. HAPPY WORLD

I will never try to find myself and admire the morning
I will color my window with the bright paints and watch into the world
Watch through the happy world now

And now I see
And now I’m free
And now I see the wonder

I see the light
I have to fly
And now I hear my beauty


8. ONE LAST SIGHT

Tamed in cells of our minds
Full of hate, deep in the lies
Sky has called and all they gone
Gone to fly.. all they…

To leave the burning Earth
To give a chance to another life
We hate each others, hate ourselves
World, we built… what we did?

One last sight… And there regrets no more
So we are leaving... The sky falls to sea
In all this chaos I try to believe
That’s right, we hate each others, hate ourselves
But we're together now

My mother Earth
Don’t wait for me
Sores on your face
It hurts to see… Evermore

The waves so loud…
We are standing waiting on a cliff
The sky is whirling above my head

All this world is mixing with my mind
Another life... Another human
So easy to hate the mankind
Another soul... Another new world

Above the sea, my flesh will fall
My soul will fly? I don’t know
Earth, it’s senseless suicide
Can you forgive this world with all it’s lies?

Father heaven, don’t you want me?


9. LIKE EARTH IS BURNING

Feel like it’s burning
Seems like you chosen
Don’t wanna know it
As you can see it you don’t believe it still

Vision is forming
You’re staring above them
Trying to hold it
Seems like you feel
You’re staying away to see

Angel of your destiny is dying in your eyes
Look at the skies and you will see, there’s no way from the height
You’re taking off, you getting know this greatness
You don’t believe in existence of the emptiness
Your world is ruined like me, it’s broken down
Feel like earth is burning as you're touching the ground

Never enough to fly

I am your idol and your foe, I hate your life
The gloom is covering your eyes dissolving the height
In blind disarray your soul could not die
You see I’m just like you but I don’t wanna fly

Easy to free from the pain touch it now my friend
Feel like earth is burning watch your life, watch the end…

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Never enough to fly