1. UNLEASHED FURY

Deep inside me
Is a cage
That threatens to explode
Through all my hate and rage

I oppressed these feelings
For too long
Now they´ve got to come out
It has begun

Through an extreme explosion
I blow off my whole hatred
Nothing more I see
Fury has to be unleashed

For a moment
Totally insane
Uncontrolled
Through so much pain

Through an extreme explosion
I blow off my whole hatred
Nothing more I see
Fury has to be unleashed


2. STRANGE

Down in the abyss
If my soul
It was hidden for so long

A vicious circle
That rules my life
A strange fucked up feeling
Known so well

I found out that I hate this life in anger
I found out that I love this life in war

This life in anger is what I love
This life in war is what I hate

Can`t you understand my fear of the future
Can`t you understand this absurd despair

This is what corrodes my insides
This is what destroys my fuckin` mind
Can`t escape of these two sides
Soon they`ll fuckin`make me blind

You`ve been here
All the time
So overwhelming
Break my goddamn spine
Wounds don`t bleed
Darkness divine
A senseless breath
Turns blood into wine

Down in the abyss
Of my soul
It was hidden for so long

A vicious circle
That rules my life
A strange fucked up feeling
Known so well
This is hell !!!

Raped, no story to tell
Strange but known so well
Forgotten but always here
Reality, you are my fear

You`ve been here
All the time
So overwhelming
Break my goddamn spine
Wounds don`t bleed
Darkness divine
A senseless breath
Turns blood into wine


3. STARING THROUGH NEW EYES

Here`s none so sure as future
'Cause it`s a mistery
Someone who made no fault
Has misdirected me

I`ve obeyed my flesh
And not my soul
Emptiness in my head
Must stop it grow

Staring through new eyes
The past was full of lies
Staring through new eyes
A skull disguised

Sworn enemies in shizophrenia
A heart and a brain
Who`ll win this fucked up fight?
It is so insane!

A neverending story
If life replaces death
I won`t continue following
And stop my growing breath

Now is this the truth or just one more lie
Or am I damned to search for me and for I?

You took my voice
It was my choice

Emotions were so sick
The guts so cold and warm
Somwhere I did belong
I have never felt strong

Time was wasted
Blood is tasted

I can`t control myself anymore
Manipulation controls my core
Are we pawns with many kings?
When are we going to spread our wings?

No more tears
No more love
How can we face the end with disgust?

It is insane!!!


4. SCARS

Demotivated in life
Bound in chains
Covered with sores
A scar remains

Timeless creation
Not only flesh and bone
There`s nothing left
Nothing to understand

Day by day we`re getting older
Day by day life feels colder
Down and down
Again and again
Rising high through wounds and stains
The cuts are deep
Not in my skin
The string of hope`s becoming thin

Fuck this life
After death
Never ever
Rest in peace

Crawling in the fucking dark
Never healed of this disease

No more tears i want to waste
I won`t spend grief on this disgrace
The war is over- it never ends
What I will leave is my stench
Only the scars will remain
They`ll remind me not to fail


5. PLEASUR TO HATE

No peace in this life
I can`t live this hate
It´s driving me insane
Can´t live without it
No peace of mind
No peace without pain

Something in me died
I feel so rotten
I have failed to love
These eyes cry blood
No peace of mind
Flesh is weak
No peace in this life
Sweet pleasure to hate

Every night I bath
In seas of blood
In my dreams the light
Slowly turns away

Can it be healed
Is there a place to free me
Waiting too long is my disease

The screams in my mind
Are always getting louder
Insanity not far away

Feelings of suicide
I won`t let you rise
My own desicions
There won`t be a dice
Feelings so sick
Can I escape
Pleasure to hate
Pleasure to fail


6. ONCE AND NOW

The stains of time pull me down
Into my meaninglessnes
I live the rest of my life
In the past next to death

I hate these times I realize what I am now
No medicine can save me from this undertow
It just protrects the decomposing

And I rot

So I pass away
Stop this slow death
Don`t let me die this way
No sense for this distress
So I pass away
How can I stop this fight
Don`t let me die this way
Or give me back my sight

And I know that I`m no god so take me lord above
Don`t wanna be a burden
For the ones I love

Am I allowed to regret anything I`ve done?
Or is this unfounded remorse?
Did they suffer from me?

Once I preached steady
Now I am a freak
Once I created rules
And now I seek for respect

I hate these times I realize what i am now
No medicine can save me from this undertow
It just protrects the decomposing

And I rot

I remember cadavers
World war two
Why can`t I rest with my friends
Who lay in the dirt beneath the frontier ground


7. NO MORE

Oppressed feelings
Oppressed minds
Are ruling the ways of life

Evolution of minds
Impossible!
Because of the crimes at the human soul

Prescribed meanings
Fashion, lifestyle, god
Lifes spent in cages
A whole life just to rot!

Life is no more life!
Because our soul dies
Before death!
Manipulated `til the final breath

Tortured and oppressed
Make no mistakes till death!
Frightened you have got to live
How can you forgive yourself?
You`re someone else!

Oppressed feelings
Oppressed minds
Are ruling the ways of life

Evolution of minds
Impossible!
Because of the crimes at the human soul


8. MASK OF SICKNESS

What went wrong with you?
Voidnesses destroy you
Feasting on progress
Seems so meaningless
Meaningless

No respect for life that is oppressed
But no reference to this defect
Who should be dead

Hide behind a mask of sickness
Rotten to the core
Searching for something that`s near
Without a will to find it

Scorn for you and your fucked up wish for immortality
But you can`t even step away from your insanities

What you want to reach
With this fatal game`s just more and more
Attention
And you don`t see that you`ve allready failed

Fuck your "I`m worthless"-attitude
Disgorge the fear
Your ignorance`s your death
No saviour appears

Lost in dreams
They´re obscene

Energy`s lost
It`s got your consent
No one tells the truth
`Till it comes to an end


9. JUST ANOTHER CARNAGE

Thousands died?
Doesn´t matter!
It´s just a number
Let the blood splatter!

Don´t you see
There´s human life?
Don´t you care
So many die?

Thousands died?
Doesn´t matter!
It´s just a number
Let the blood splatter!

The ones who decide
To start a war
Don´t have to be frightened
Don´t care what the people die for

There´s so much despair
But they don´t care
Blood on their hands
From many different lands

Just another carnage
Life has no worth anymore
Just another carnage
Senseless but legal terror

Thousands died?
Doesn´t matter!
It´s just a number
Let the blood splatter!

Don´t you see
There´s human life?
Don´t you care
So many die?


10. EMPTINESS

Slowly it grows
Alifetime forgotten
Hate and despair
Caused by the past

So many things to change
But I feel weak
So many things forgotten
The wounds so deep

Wasted time now wasted tears
Hid the scars through all the years
Hidden despair and hidden lies
What can free me from my mind
My fucked mind

Blood is tripping
Out of my veins
I can`t stand the hate and pain

Can`t sleep
Can`t wake up


11. BRAIN MASSACRE

I`m the invisible butcher
You don`t feel my way of death
Slowly,when you grow up
I slaughter you but not your flesh

Brain massacre
I have got many names
Brain massacre
You don`t know my names

What do you think is the cause
For so many humans to live exactly by the norm?
Have you ever thought about this fact?
Or are you allready a victim of my dawn?

Don`t you feel that the more time leaves the less you think
More and more you take the things just like they are

These effects are based on me
I am the brainkiller
Humans created me
I won`t let them become free


12. ALONE WITH THE SUN

Can`t you see the beauty in disguise?
And can`t you see the darkness in the light?
Everything is fine even if nothing`s allright
Is there really no way in sight? No!

Cover me
I am not in danger
Leave me be
With you I can be free

I`m alone,alone with the sun
And I am scum, but I am not numb
I`m alone,alone with the sun
No space to run...one with the sun

Do we really need peace of mind
For the way of our lives?
No!

Hurt me
Will I ever fall
Disgust me
I love it all

Do we really need peace of mind
For the ways of our lives
In the end it might will be
Only wars can make us free

Son of the sun
One with the sun


13. ...AND GREEN IS BLEACHED

Suffer!!!

I can`t try to make a point
Not even drugs can set it right
Every second a new collapsing
Set me free from my memories of your touch
Your bloody touch

Change me to a better man or blow the fog away
All is said and nothing`s done
Clarity come!
Your words just feed my pain instead they`d let
Me grow
Will you leave a stain or a bloody hole?

Suffer, struggle, rot
Exhume the old god
Useless questions
With fatal intensity

Feelings failing their useless fucking sense

One more lie brings back the light
One more death is the result

Every second a new collapsing
Set me free from my memory

...And green is bleached
I leave ruins of trust
Who is the leech
A new dawn in the dust

Blind I stand in front of my faults
Mirror of reality
Is it clear what you can see?
The fragments lay in front of me

Suffer, struggle,rot