HAPPY DAYS

1. CLINGING ONTO A CHANCE OF HAPPINESS

This emptiness I feel inside,
This void I cannot fill,
What do you do when everything is lost,
When the one thing that mattered is gone,
Everyday gets slower,
Just pull the trigger on the gun,
Stab the knife into my heart,
Why suffer any longer?
Why prolong the pain?
Truth is as long as I know there's a chance,
Even in the slightest...
That one thought,
That one hope of being in your arms again,
Is what keeps me going,
It's me clinging onto this worthless life,
Clingig onto a chance of happiness,
A chance at feeling like in something,
Why do I keep lying to myself?


2. A BLEAK FUTURE THAT AWAITS US

Darkness all around,
Not able to foresee,
The torture and bleak future,
That awaits me,
No one to care for you,
No one wanting you,
Like trash,
We all get disposed of,
If not now then later,
The path I'm on has no end,
Countless beatings,
Countless catastrophes,
So much blood,
Make it stop,
Even after all the wars I've fought,
I am unable to wash my hands,
For this stain,
Will always remain,
In my life,
Wich is full of strife,
Now and forever...


3. TO SICK TO SPEAK

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4. SCREAMS THAT GO UNHEARD (TEST SUBJECT)

This bullet to the head didn't work...
What the fuck happened?
Laying on the cold stretcher.

In a white room.

Strapped down...
Faced down...
Losing the joy of movement...
Struggling physically and mentally...
Trying to break the chains that bind me...
My cries for help go unheard (as always)
As it echoes through the black halls...
But evryone else has passed their expiration date...
Why am I still alive?


EINDIG

5. DE NACHT

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6. TER AARDE

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7. AS TOT STOF, STOF TOT AS

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8. BLOEDSPOOR

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