1. THE NEW CURSE

Losing track of all my senses, when you creep into my dreams
I remember all your glances, all the times you could not forgive
Left alone I will surrender, there’s no chance for my relief
Tell what you have done to me, how this spell you made will ever cease?

You’re the ghost that creeps in silence, nothing left but a breathless scream
Blackened soul by tears and sorrow, see your face, my haunting dream
Far away in grace you shine now, found the hell I have within
All the memories feed to madness, the emptiness inside that I still feel…
(The emptiness that I still, I still feel…)

Close your eyes and I will be next to thee, wherever you will need
In my heart I’m close to thee, and I will always be…

Castaway, in space and time, my only den
Is my own pain, my memories, the abyss of my new curse…

Endless struggle against my demons, watch my life crumbling away
I don’t want to escape from you, I / want to hear your voice to fade away…
(Hear your voice to fade, to fade away…)

Close your eyes and I will be next to thee, wherever you will need
In my heart I’m close to thee, and I will always be…

Castaway, in space and time, my only den
Is my own pain, my memories, the abyss of my new curse…

Close your eyes and I will be next to thee, wherever you will need
In my heart I’m close to thee, and I will always be…
Close your eyes and I will be next to thee, wherever you will need
In my heart I’m close to thee, and I will always be…


2. IF

Moonlight shiver, crave tonight to hold your hand
Haunting memories, broken heart who can’t forget
Endless fever, feel thy shade along my neck
All your whispers, words of love, thy kiss of death…

Oh! My love!
They told me time would help me forget
This void is eternal, time doesn’t heal
Lost! Forever!
This is a pain that won’t ever ease
Drowning and dying, my blood and tears…

If I knew that would
Be the last time that
We would ever kiss
I wouldn’t ever stop
Still I feel the flame
Burning through my flesh
If I had you here
I wouldn’t let you go…
If I knew …
This would be…
The last time…

Fallen angel, please relieve me, bless my soul before I fade in the dark
Never leave me, not again, let my fingers caress your face
If I’m dreaming, wake me not, ‘cause I found the peace in the light of your eyes
If I’m dying, kiss me and hold me, so that I won’t ask again
If we’re one thing… or my fantasies are just fooling me…
If you loved me… my memories are drops in this sea of despair…

If I knew that would
Be the last time that
We would ever kiss
I wouldn’t ever stop
Still I feel the flame
Burning through my flesh
If I had you here
I wouldn’t let you go…

If I knew …
This would be…
The last time…
…
If I knew…
Burn my flesh…
…
Now, I’m gone!

If I knew that (Lovers)
that would be (forever)
be the last time (lovers)
we would kiss

I would’ve never (dreaming)
stopped to feel (together)
If I knew that…
leave my soul to bleed…

Oh! My love!
They told me time would help me forget
This void is eternal, time doesn’t heal
Lost! Forever!
This is a pain that won’t ever ease
Drowning and


3. DIRGE

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4. MISSING

Wait and wail, the pain that I suffer, since when you left me alone in despair
Lost without you, I search but can’t find you, this silent strain cannot be in vain
Fade in the night, fade in the night, weaken my sorrow and keep on the fight
Breed of my cry, blurring my eyes, listen to whispers that you haven’t breathe

I am waiting…
I am waiting…

Wait, wail/ I yearn to feel your heart
Calling, fate / missing, missing you
Cry, love / I yearn to feel your heart
Dying, now / missing, missing you

Sleep, my Son,
Oh sleep my belov'd One;
Sleep, my Son,
Sleep my belov'd One;
Ninnananna. Ninnananna.
Sleep, my Son,
Oh sleep my belov'd One;
Sleep, my Son,
With lament in deepest sorrow,
Thou foretell'st the Cross of the morrow:
Now 'tis time for Thy soft sleeping.
Slumber dear, and leave thy weeping.
Grief will come as soon as may be,
Sleep now my baby.

Oppure

Lullaby and good night, with roses bedight
With lilies o'er spread is baby's wee bed
Lay thee down now and rest, may thy slumber be blessed
Lay thee down now and rest, may thy slumber be blessed
Lullaby and good night, thy mother's delight
Bright angels beside my darling abide
They will guard thee at rest, thou shalt wake on my breast
They will guard thee at rest, thou shalt wake on my breast


Fade in the night, fade in the night, weaken my sorrow and keep on the fight
Breed of my cry, blurring my eyes, listen to whispers that you haven’t breathe

I am waiting…
I am waiting…

Wait, wail/ I yearn to feel your heart
Calling, fate / missing, missing you
Cry, love / I yearn to feel your heart
Dying, now / missing, missing you

Away from your protection, it’s time to leave you
Where are you? Where are you? Words, lost, wind through
Away from your protection, it’s time to leave you
Where are you? Where are you? Dying to join your love…

Where are you now? Where are you? Is this life worth now without you, no
Where are you now? Where are you? I can’t live my life without you
Where are you now? Where are you? Is this pain just your reflection?
Where are you now? Where are you? Missing, missing you


5. SCARS OF REMEMBRANCE

Remember, desire, when love had filled my mind
November, the winter, will never put out my…

Fire! Burn me! Deep inside my hear!
Fire! Save me! For thee I’d die tonight!

Those times have gone but I still dream that one day
Our souls will meet and join, please kiss me once again…
And now I wonder in the mist…
I haven’t loved ever since…

Another day, another night on my own
Losing my senses, losing control…
Where is the demon that haunts me every night?
Why don’t you answer as I search for your light?

Looking back in sorrow, this dream will never end
These scars of remembrance, these scars won’t ever mend
I still feel the burning of thy lips on my skin
The scars of remembrance, the stains of our sin…

In the night, I see the darkest shades
The memories of you inside my soul!

Memories, of times
Don’t regret, again
What you dream is never what you get!

Remember when I felt this pain
We were entwined like one under the rain
I try to reach you once again
But I know that I am in struggle in vain…

Remember, desire, when love had filled my …
November, the winter, will never put out my…
Remember now forevermore…
These scars will be forevermore…

The scars of remembrance are forevermore…
The scars of remembrance are forevermore…

My scars!