1. INTRO

(instrumental)


2. MY UNCOLOURED FLOWER

You want to save me
But you can't see
My soul… a lack of faith
The last feelings had died

Beloved blood tears
Falling for my sins
Redemption is the truth
For my existing fears

But why?
Tell me… why?
Why words hurts me?
When i cry / when we die
I'll believe in you

Why…
These things bring back to me
Past lies – crucifies
The end of all dreams

You can't stay with me
Your hope is my pain
Our love cannot be found
On this dark earth

Heaven's light strikes me
Darkest clouds disappear
In my blinded eyes
Nothing left to be seen

But why?
Tell me… why?
Why words made me do it
You cry – i hear and die
(nevermore) i'll believe in your eyes

Why…
These facts bring back to me
Other times – sacrifice
The heart of eternity.


3. FOR EVER TEAR

These mountains that I see…
Oh…they make me feel
So…
Deep in these woods where I used to play…
…as a child…

A lonely end… all that rest…
An empty room and the sad
Remembrance of lost days
How I would like to stay… ( a little more )

In the garden where I sleep
Deeply… at night
The lake calls my name
And I…I gently attend

To the very meeting
With my pain…
Alone… again
Nothing at all
In the world
Would make me refuse… the call

For ever tear a kiss…
For ever tear a lost…
A hell of missing dreams
As heaven is above.

I recognized my dreams…but they don't let me go….
(a comatose state)


4. MORBID DESIRE

Open your eyes
Come and see with me
I'll tell you everything
I saw since i'm in here

Since i arrived
I noticed it is all so cold
Mainly colors and forms
Are not what i was used to

It is not only shadows
That is true indeed
However here i have not
All the feelings i need

No longer i can smell
My beloved skin
No longer i can tell
Where is the love within

As deeper i enter in clouds
Darker they seem to me
The faster i try to come back
The further i seem to be

At the end i'm no longer fighting
I know i chose to put in my life an end
Although i can no longer say
If to be in this agony i really meant


5. THE DARKEST MIRROR

She was just a child
She was born in my mind
She has broken my heart
And my feelings

The monster inside
She was a girl in madness
She wants to destroy
My life and be like me

A bite in her flesh
I felt it in my soul
That is what she wants
Darkest mirror
She is my being

The monster inside
She was a girl in madness
That's what i don't want
Never pray for her sins

She wants to kill
To take my life
My soul and me

She wants to come
And destroy
The beauty that is in me

You must believe in me
In me
To take my life
My life and soul
You must believe
In me
You must believe

Note:
Feel felt felt
Fall fell fell