1. REMEMBRANCE

I have all the fucking time in the world
To pour my ache on you
But I'm out of hate
Out of love and lust is just a word

Finding her vulnerable
A fearing dear in want
Because of you I will torment her
I'll rape her heart with mine

No she will never have me

She will find herself
Loving me the way I loved you
The same agony I will put her through

No she will never have me because you won't learn


2. NIGHTMARE

You're so fine in that dress
Over seven thousand feet she flies
She's here
The Black Queen
She's taking us there on her wings

I swear that I'll fall from her wings
From your side into the deepest sea
For I wish to die
And take you away

In the air I have you
Over seven thousand feet we fly
But overwhelming is the ending
I cannot face your groom


3. THE LONGING

Tell me why I'd love to hear you suffer
Rather than to make love to you one fine hour
Still confronting you
Brings me down to my knees

I want you to beg and scream "please forgive me"

Why love and detest touch
Still I'm longing to
Bring you down to my knees

With your defeat you conguer my heart
As I hear your sweet cry at last


4. MY EMPTY BITTERNESS

I pretend it is black
The light that I see
This heat that I feel
When you are near
Warms only you

From your side I turn to cry
Your delight strangles me

No wind no harm no touch no scar
No love no fever not now not ever

In her devout hunger I starve

From your side I turn to cry
Your delight strangles me
From my woe you rise and feel pity for me

As we may be poetry I composed
We are here to be untold
Nothing came to be
Lovers are not from this world
Nothing came to me
You gave me nothing

My heart she will clean with her own blood