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1. WHERE WILL YOU You're too important for anyone You play the role of all you long to be But I, I know who you really are You're the one who cries when you're alone But where will you go With no one left to save you from yourself? You can't escape, you can't escape You think that I can't see right through your eyes Scared to death, you face reality No one seems to hear your hidden cries You're left to face yourself alone But where will you go (Where will you go) With no one left to save you from yourself? You can't escape the truth I realize you're afraid (I realize) But you can't abandon everyone You can't escape And you don't want to escape I am so sick of speaking words that no one understands Is it clear enough that you can't live your whole life all alone? I can hear you when you whisper But you can't even hear me screaming Where will you go (Where will you go) With no one left to save you from yourself? You can't escape the truth I realize you're afraid (I realize) But you can't reject the whole world You can't escape, you won't escape You can't escape You don't want to go and scream Yeah, yeah, yeah Yeah, yeah, yeah Yeah, yeah, yeah Yeah, yeah, yeah Yeah, yeah, yeah Yeah, yeah, yeah 2. SOLITUDE How many times have you told me you love her As many times as I've wanted to tell you the truth How long have I stood here beside you I live through you You looked through me Ooh, Solitude, Still with me is only you Ooh, Solitude, I can't stay away from you How many times have I done this to myself How long will it take before I see When will this hole in my heart be mended Who now is left alone but me Ooh, Solitude, Forever me and forever you Ooh, Solitude, Only you, only true Everyone leaves me stranded Forgotten, abandoned, left behind I can't stay here another night Your secret admirer Who could it be Ooh, Can't you see All along it was me How can you be so blind As to see right through me And Ooh, Solitude, Still with me is only you Ooh, Solitude, I can't stay away from you Ooh, Solitude, Forever me and forever you Ooh, Solitude, Only you, only true 3. EXODUS My black backpack's stuffed with broken dreams 20 bucks should get me through the week Never said a word of discontentment Fought it a thousand times but now I'm leaving home Here in the shadows I'm safe I'm free I've nowhere else to go but I cannot stay where I don't belong Two months pass by and it's getting cold I know I'm not lost I am just alone But I won't cry I won't give up I can't go back now Waking up is knowing who you really are Show me the shadow where true meaning lies So much more dismay in empty eyes 4. SO CLOSE I've spent so much time throwing rocks at your window That I never even knocked on the front door I walk by statues never even made one chip but if i could leave a mark on the monument of the heart I just might lay myself down for a little more than I had the last day Wait a time to spare these lies we tell ourselves These days have come and gone But this time is sweeter than honey 5. UNDERSTANDING "You hold the answers deep within your own mind. Consciously, you've forgotten it. That's the way the human mind works. Whenever something is too unpleasant, to shameful for us to entertain, we reject it. We erase it from our memories. But the imprint is always there." (Can't wash it all away) (Can't Wish it all away) (Can't hope it all away) (Can't cry it all away) The pain that grips you The fear that binds you Releases life in me In our mutual Shame we hide our eyes To blind them from the truth That finds a way from who we are Please don't be afraid When the darkness fades away The dawn will break the silence Screaming in our hearts My love for you still grows This I do for you Before I try to fight the truth my final time "We're supposed to try and be real. And I feel alone, and we're not together. And that is real." Can't wash it all away Can't wish it all away Can't cry it all away Can't scratch it all away Lying beside you Listening to you breathe The life that flows inside of you Burns inside of me Hold and speak to me Of love without a sound Tell me you will live through this And I will die for you Cast me not away Say you'll be with me For I know I cannot Bear it all alone "You're not alone, honey." "Never... Never." Can't fight it all away Can't hope it all away Can't scream it all away It just won't fade away, No Can't wash it all away Can't wish it all away Can't cry it all away Can't scratch it all away (Can't fight it all away) (Can't hope it all away) Can't scream it all away Ooh, it all away Ooh, it all away "But the imprint is always there. Nothing is ever really forgotten." "God, please don't hate me" "Because I'll die if you do." "Because I'll die if you do." "Because I'll die if you do." "Because I'll die if you do." 6. UNDERSTANDING (Instrumenatl) 7. FORGIVE ME (Instrumental) 8. LISTEN TO THE RAIN (Instrumental) 9. MY IMMORTAL (Instrumental) 10. THOUGHTLESS All of my hate cannot be found I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming So you can try to tear me down Beat me to the ground I will see you screaming Thumbing through the pages of my fantasies Pushing all the mercy down, down, down I wanna see you try to take a swing at me Come on, gonna put you on the ground, ground, ground Why are you trying to make fun of me? You think it's funny? What the fuck you think it's doing to me? You take your turn lashing out at me I want you crying when you're dirty ass in front of me All of my hate cannot be found I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming So you can try to tear me down Beat me to the ground I will see you screaming Thumbing through the pages of my fantasies I'm above you, smiling at you, drown, drown, drown I wanna kill and rape you the way you raped me And I'll pull the trigger And you're down, down, down Why are you trying to make fun of me? You think it's funny? What the fuck you think it's doing to me? You take your turn lashing out at me I want you crying when you're dirty ass in front of me All of my hate cannot be found I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming So you can try to tear me down Beat me to the ground I will see you screaming All my friends are gone, they died (gonna take you down) They all screamed, and cried I'm gonna take you down Gonna take you down [x3] All of my hate cannot be found I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming So you can try to tear me down and Beat me to the ground I will see you screaming All of my hate cannot be found I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming So you can try to tear me down Beat me to the ground I will see you screaming 11. GOODNIGHT Goodnight, sleep tight No more tears In the morning I'll be here And when we say goodnight, Dry your eyes Because we said goodnight, And not goodbye We said goodnight And not goodbye 12. OCTOBER I can't run anymore, I fall before you, Here I am, I have nothing left, Though I've tried to forget, You're all that I am, Take me home, I'm through fighting it, Broken, Lifeless, I give up, You're my only strength, Without you, I can't go on, Anymore, Ever again. My only hope, (All the times I've tried) My only peace, (To walk away from you) My only joy, My only strength, (I fall into your abounding grace) My only power, My only life, (And love is where I am) My only love. I can't run anymore, I give myself to you, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, In all my bitterness, I ignored, All that's real and true, All I need is you, When night falls on me, I'll not close my eyes, I'm too alive, And you're too strong, I can't lie anymore, I fall down before you, I'm sorry, I'm sorry. My only hope, (All the times I've tried) My only peace, (To walk away from you) My only joy, My only strength, (I fall into your abounding grace) My only power, My only life, (And love is where I am) My only love. Constantly ignoring, The pain consuming me, But this time it's cut too deep, I'll never stray again. My only hope, (All the times I've tried) My only peace, (To walk away from you) My only joy, My only strength, (I fall into your abounding grace) My only power, My only life, (And love is where I am) My only love, My only hope, (All the times I've tried) My only peace, (To walk away from you) My only joy, My only strength, (I fall into your abounding grace) My only power, My only life, (And love is where I am) My only love. 13. MISSING Please, please forgive me, But I won't be home again. Maybe someday you'll look up, And, barely conscious, you'll say to no one: "Isn't something missing?" You won't cry for my absence, I know - You forgot me long ago. Am I that unimportant...? Am I so insignificant...? Isn't something missing? Isn't someone missing me? [Chorus:] Even though I'm the sacrifice, You won't try for me, not now. Though I'd die to know you love me, I'm all alone. Isn't someone missing me? Please, please forgive me, But I won't be home again. I know what you do to yourself, I breathe deep and cry out, "Isn't something missing? Isn't someone missing me?" [Chorus] And if I bleed, I'll bleed, Knowing you don't care. And if I sleep just to dream of you I'll wake without you there, Isn't something missing? Isn't something... [Chorus] 14. FARTHER AWAY I took their smiles and I made them mine. I sold my soul just to hide the light. And now I see what I really am, A thief a whore, and a liar. I run to you, (And run away from this hell) Call out your name, (Giving up, giving in) I see you there, (Still you are) Farther away. Im numb to you - numb and deaf and blind. You give me all but the reason why. I reach but I feel only air at night. Not you, not love, just nothing. I run to you, (And run away from this hell) Call out your name, (Giving up, giving in) I see you there, (Still you are) Farther away. Try to forget you, But without you I feel nothing. Don't leave me here, by myself. I can't breathe. I run to you, (And run away from this hell) Call out your name, (Giving up, giving in) I see you there, (Still you are) Farther away. I run to you, (And run away from this hell) Call out your name, (Giving up, giving in) I see you there, (Still you are) Farther away. Farther away, farther away, farther away, farther away, farther away. 16. BREATHE NO MORE I've been looking in the mirror for so long. That I've come to believe my soul's on the other side. All the little pieces falling, shatter. Shards of me, Too sharp to put back together. Too small to matter, But big enough to cut me into so many little pieces. If I try to touch her, And I bleed, I bleed, And I breathe, I breathe no more. Take a breath and I try to draw from my spirits well. Yet again you refuse to drink like a stubborn child. Lie to me, Convince me that I've been sick forever. And all of this, Will make sense when I get better. But I know the difference, Between myself and my reflection. I just can't help but to wonder, Which of us do you love. So I bleed, I bleed, And I breathe, I breathe no... Bleed, I bleed, And I breathe, I breathe, I breathe- I breathe no more. 17. FOREVER GONE, FOREVER YOU I wanted you to be with me For so long I don't even know why now But now that I've given up on you Defiantly you see me Walking away I see the pain You put me through Lost in your game to change the same Forever gone, forever you There's something very wrong about this I think you knew all along somehow You'll only take me to change my mind And leave me broken and defeated So far away I see the truth I see through you Now that I know the way you play I don't want to Walking away I see the pain You put me through Lost in your game to change the same Forever gone, forever you 18. LIES Bound at every limb by my shackles of fear Sealed with lies through so many tears Lost from within, pursuing the end I fight for the chance to be lied to again You will never be strong enough You will never be good enough You were never conceived in love You will not rise above [Chorus:] They'll never see I'll never be I'll struggle on and on to feed this hunger Burning deep inside of me But through my tears breaks a blinding light Birthing a dawn to this endless night Arms outstretched, awaiting me An open embrace upon a bleeding tree Rest in me and I'll comfort you I have lived and I died for you Abide in me and I vow to you I will never forsake you [Chorus] (x2) Rest in me and I'll comfort you I have lived and I died for you Abide in me and I vow to you I will never forsake you [Chorus] DISC 2 1. UNDERSTANDING "You hold the answers deep within your own mind. Consciously, you've forgotten it. That's the way the human mind works. Whenever something is too unpleasant, to shameful for us to entertain, we reject it. We erase it from our memories. But the imprint is always there." (Can't wash it all away) (Can't Wish it all away) (Can't hope it all away) (Can't cry it all away) The pain that grips you The fear that binds you Releases life in me In our mutual Shame we hide our eyes To blind them from the truth That finds a way from who we are Please don't be afraid When the darkness fades away The dawn will break the silence Screaming in our hearts My love for you still grows This I do for you Before I try to fight the truth my final time "We're supposed to try and be real. And I feel alone, and we're not together. And that is real." Can't wash it all away Can't wish it all away Can't cry it all away Can't scratch it all away Lying beside you Listening to you breathe The life that flows inside of you Burns inside of me Hold and speak to me Of love without a sound Tell me you will live through this And I will die for you Cast me not away Say you'll be with me For I know I cannot Bear it all alone "You're not alone, honey." "Never... Never." Can't fight it all away Can't hope it all away Can't scream it all away It just won't fade away, No Can't wash it all away Can't wish it all away Can't cry it all away Can't scratch it all away (Can't fight it all away) (Can't hope it all away) Can't scream it all away Ooh, it all away Ooh, it all away "But the imprint is always there. Nothing is ever really forgotten." "God, please don't hate me" "Because I'll die if you do." "Because I'll die if you do." "Because I'll die if you do." "Because I'll die if you do." 2. YOU The words have been drained from this pencil Sweet words that I want to give you And I can't sleep I need to tell you Goodnight When we're together, I feel perfect When I'm pulled away from you, I fall apart All you say is sacred to me Your eyes are so blue I can't look away As we lay in the stillness You whisper to me Amy, marry me Promise you'll stay with me Oh you don't have to ask me You know you're all that I live for You know I'd die just to hold you Stay with you Somehow I'll show you That you are my night sky I've always been right behind you Now I'll always be right beside you So many nights I cried myself to sleep Now that you love me, I love myself I never thought I would say this I never thought there'd be You 3. WHISPER Catch me as I fall Say you're here and it's all over now Speaking to the atmosphere No one's here and I fall into myself This truth drives me Into madness I know I can stop the pain If I will it all away [Chorus:] Don't turn away (Don't give in to the pain) Don't try to hide (Though they're screaming your name) Don't close your eyes (God knows what lies behind them) Don't turn out the light (Never sleep never die) I'm frightened by what I see But somehow I know That there's much more to come Immobilized by my fear And soon to be Blinded by tears I can stop the pain If I will it all away [Chorus] Fallen angels at my feet Whispered voices at my ear Death before my eyes Lying next to me I fear She beckons me Shall I give in Upon my end shall I begin Forsaking all I've fallen for I rise to meet the end [Chorus] (x3) Servatis a periculum [save us from danger]. Servatis a maleficum [save us from evil]. 4. ANYTHING FOR YOU I'd give anything to give me to you Can you forget the world that you thought you knew If you want me, come and find me (I'm here for you) Nothing's stopping you so please release me I'll believe all your lies Just pretend you love me Make believe Close your eyes I'll be anything for you Nothing left to make me feel any more Theres only you, and every day I need more (If you want me)If you want me (Come and find me)Come and find me (I'll do anything)I'll do anything you say just tell me I'll believe all your lies Just pretend you love me Make believe Close your eyes I'll be anything for you I'll believe all your lies Just pretend you love me Make believe Close your eyes I'll be anything for you Anything for you... I'll become your earth and sky Forever, never die I'll be everything you need I'll believe all your lies Just pretend you love me Make believe Close your eyes I'll be anything for you I'll believe all your lies Just pretend you love me Make believe Close your eyes I'll be anything for you 5. IMAGINARY I linger in the doorway Of alarm clocks screaming Monsters calling my name Let me stay Where the wind will whisper to me Where the raindrops As there falling Tell a story In my field of paper flowers And candy clouds of lullaby I lie inside myself for hours And watch my purple sky fly over me Don't say I'm not in touch With this rampant chaos Your reality I know well what lies beyond my sleeping refuge The nightmare i built my own world to escape Swallowed up in the sound of my screaming Cannot stop fir the fear of silent nights Oh how i long for the deep sleep dreaming The goddess of imaginary light 6. BEFORE THE DAWN Meet me after dark again And I'll hold you (hold you) I am nothing more than to see you there (hold you) And maybe tonight, we'll fly so far away We'll be lost before the dawn If only night could hold you Where I can see you, my love Then let me never ever wake again And maybe tonight, we'll fly so far away We'll be lost before the dawn Somehow I know that we can't Wake again from this dream It's not real, but it's ours Maybe tonight, we'll fly so far away We'll be lost before the dawn Maybe tonight, we'll fly so far away We'll be lost before the dawn 7. I MUST BE DREAMING How can I pretend that I don't see What you hide so carelessly? I saw her bleed You heard me breathe And I froze inside myself And turned away I must be dreaming We all live We all die That does not begin to justify you It's not what it seems Not what you think No I must be dreaming It's only in my mind Not in real life No I must be dreaming Help you know I've got to tell someone Tell them what I know you've done I fear you but spoken fears can come true We all live We all die That does not begin to justify you It's not what it seems Not what you think No I must be dreaming It's only in my mind Not in real life No I must be dreaming We all live We all die That does not begin to justify you It's not what it seems Not what you think No I must be dreaming It's only in my mind Not in real life No I must be dreaming 8. SURRENDER Is this real enough for you You were so confused Now that you've decided to stay We'll remain together You can't abandon me You belong to me Breathe in and take my life in you No longer myself only you There's no escaping me, my love Surrender Darling, there's no sense in running You know I will find you Everything is perfect now We can live forever You can't abandon me You belong to me Breathe in and take my life in you No longer myself only you There's no escaping me, my love Surrender Breathe in and take my life in you No longer myself only you There's no escaping me, my love Surrender 9. CALL ME WHEN YOU'RE SOBER Don't cry to me If you loved me You would be here with me You want me Come find me Make up your mind Should I let you fall ? Lose it all ? So maybe you can remember yourself Can't keep believing We're only deceiving ourselves And I'm sick of the lie And you're too late Don't cry to me If you loved me You would be here with me You want me Come find me Make up your mind Couldn't take the blame Sick with shame Must be exhausting to lose your own game Selfishly hated No wonder you're jaded You can't play the victim this time And you're too late So don't cry to me If you loved me You would be here with me You want me Come find me Make up your mind You never call me when you're sober You only want it cause it's over It's over How could I have burned paradise ? How could I ? - you were never mine ! So don't cry to me If you loved me You would be here with me Don't lie to me Just get your things I've made up your mind 10. GIVE UNTO ME (Instrumental) 11. GOING UNDER Now I will tell you what I’ve done for you 50 thousand tears I’ve cried Screaming deceiving and bleeding for you And you still won’t hear me (going under) Don’t want your hand this time I’ll save myself Maybe I’ll wake up for once (wake up for once) Not tormented daily defeated by you Just when I thought I’d reached the bottom I’m dying again [Chorus] I’m going under Drowning you I’m falling forever I’ve got to break through I’m going under Blurring and stirring the truth and the lies So I don’t know what’s real and what’s not (what’s real and what’s not) Always confusing the thoughts in my head So I can’t trust myself anymore I’m dying again [Chorus] I’m going under Drowning you I’m falling forever I’ve got to break through I’m So go on and scream Scream at me I’m so far away I won’t be broken again I’ve got to breathe I can’t keep going under I’m dying again [Chorus] I’m going under (going under) Drowning you (drowning you) I’m falling forever (falling forever) I’ve got to break through I’m going under (going under) Going under (drowning you) I’m going under. 12. HEART SHAPED BOX She eyes me like a pisces when I am weak I've been locked inside your Heart-Shaped box for weeks I've been drawn into your magnet tar pit trap I wish I could eat your cancer when you turn back Hey! Wait! I've got a new complaint Forever in debt to your priceless advice Hey! Wait! I've got a new complaint Forever in debt to your priceless advice Your advice Meat-eating orchids forgive no one just yet Cut myself on angel's hair and baby's breath Broken hymen of your highness I'm left black Throw down your umbilical noose so I can climb right back Hey! Wait! I've got a new complaint Forever in debt to your priceless advice Hey! Wait! I've got a new complaint Forever in debt to your priceless advice Your advice (x3) 13. THE LAST SONG I'M WASTING ON YOU Sparkling grey, They're my own veins. Any more than a whisper, Any sudden movement of my heart. And I know, I know I'll have to watch them pass away Just get through this day Give up your way, you could be anything, Give up my way, and lose myself, not today That's too much guilt to pay Sickened in the sun You dare tell me you love me But you held me down and screamed you wanted me to die Honey you know, you know I'd never hurt you that way You're just so pretty in your pain Give up my way, and I could be anything I'll make my own way Without your senseless hate... hate... hate... hate. So run, run, run And hate me, if it feels good. I can't hear your screams anymore You lied to me But I'm older now And I'm not buying baby Demanding my response Don't bother breaking the door down I found my way out And you'll never hurt me again. 14. ALL THAT I'M LIVING FOR All that I'm living for All that I'm dying for All that I can't ignore alone at night I can feel the night beginning Separate me from the living Understanding me After all I've seen Piecing every thought together Find the words to make me better If I only knew how to pull myself apart All that I'm living for All that I'm dying for All that I can't ignore alone at night All that I'm wanted for Although I wanted more Lock the last open door- my ghosts are gaining on me I believe that dreams are sacred Take my darkest fears and play them Like a lullaby Like a reason why Like a play of my obsessions Make me understand the lesson So I'll find myself So I wont be lost again All that I'm living for All that I'm dying for All that I can't ignore alone at night All that I'm wanted for Although I wanted more Lock the last open door- my ghosts are gaining on me Guess I thought I'd have to change the world To make you see me To be the one I could have run forever But how for would I have come Without mourning your love? All that I'm living for All that I'm dying for All that I can't ignore alone at night All that I'm wanted for Although I wanted more Lock the last open door- my ghosts are gaining on me Should it hurt to love you? Should I feel like I do? Should I lock the last open door- My ghosts are gaining on me 15. TAKING OVER ME You don't remember me, but I remember you I lie awake and try so hard not to think of you But who can decide what they dream, and dream I do I believe in you I'll give up everything just to find you I have to be with you To live, to breathe You're taking over me Have you forgotten all I know, and all we had You saw me mourning my love for you, and touched my hand I knew you loved me then I believe in you I'll give up everything just to find you I have to be with you To live, to breathe You're taking over me I look in the mirror and see your face If I look deep enough So many fears inside that are Just like you are taking over I believe in you I'll give up everything just to find you I have to be with you To live, to breathe You're taking over me I believe in you (I believe in you) I'll give up everything just to find you I have to be with you To live, to breathe You're taking over me (taking over me) You're taking over me (taking over me) Taking over me 16. WHISPER Catch me as I fall Say you're here and it's all over now Speaking to the atmosphere No one's here and I fall into myself This truth drives me Into madness I know I can stop the pain If I will it all away [Chorus:] Don't turn away (Don't give in to the pain) Don't try to hide (Though they're screaming your name) Don't close your eyes (God knows what lies behind them) Don't turn out the light (Never sleep never die) I'm frightened by what I see But somehow I know That there's much more to come Immobilized by my fear And soon to be Blinded by tears I can stop the pain If I will it all away [Chorus] Fallen angels at my feet Whispered voices at my ear Death before my eyes Lying next to me I fear She beckons me Shall I give in Upon my end shall I begin Forsaking all I've fallen for I rise to meet the end [Chorus] (x3) Servatis a periculum [save us from danger]. Servatis a maleficum [save us from evil]. 17. EVERYBODY'S FOOL (Instrumental) 18. HAUNTED No lost words, whisper slowey, to me. Still can't find what keeps me here. And all this time I've been so hollow, inside, (I know your still there). Watching me, Wanting me, I can feel you haunt me down. Fearing you, Loving you, I know I'll find you somehow. Haunting you, I can smell you, alive Your heart pounding in my head ! Wanting me, Fearing me, I won't let you haunt me down. Deciving me, Bringing me, Watching me ! Watching me, Haunting me, I can fear you haunt me down. Fearing you, Loving you, I won't let you haunt me down. Watching me, Wanting me, I can feel you haunt me down. Fearing you, Loving you, I won't let you haunt me down. 19. WEIGHT OF THE WORLD Feels like the weight of the world, Like God in heaven gave me a turn. Don't cling to me, I swear I can't fix you. Still in the dark, can you fix me? Freefall, freefall, all through life. If you love me, then let go of me. I won't be held down by who I used to be. She's nothing to me. Feels like the weight of the world, Like all my screaming has gone unheard. And oh, I know you don't believe in me. Safe in the dark, how can you see? Freefall, freefall, all through life. If you love me, then let go of me. I won't be held down by who I used to be. If you love me, then let go of me I won't be held down by who I was If you love me, then let go of me I won't be held down by who I used to be 20. SWEET SACRIFICE It's true, we're all a little insane But it's so clear now that I am unchained Fear is only in our minds Taking over all the time Fear is only in our minds, But it's taking over all the time You poor, sweet, innocent thing Dry your eyes and testify You know you live to break me -- don't deny, Sweet sacrifice One day, I'm gonna forget your name And one sweet day, you're gonna drown in my lost pain Fear is only in our minds Taking over all the time Fear is only in our minds, But its taking over all the time You poor, sweet, innocent thing Dry your eyes and testify And oh, you love to hate me don't you, honey? I'm your sacrifice... [I dream in darkness I sleep to die Erase the silence Erase my life] Do you wonder why you hate? [Our burning ashes] [Blacken the day] Are you still too weak to survive your mistakes? [A world of nothingness] [Blow me away] You poor, sweet, innocent thing Dry your eyes and testify You know you live to break me -- don't deny, Sweet sacrifice  lyrics added by elu13 - Modify this lyrics |  |
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