1. THE END

My heart is racing, feelings confused.
Wishing I could help him see this through.
No matter what, nothing I do will ease his suffering.
All he has are the memories of who he was, and how it used to be.
He brings his hands together and begins to pray for this to be an end to his constant misery.
The cross he bears around his neck (the cross he bears.
The only thing that comforts him (what else is left?)
And so he prays for this to end (what else is left?)
A shadow of his former self.
Tired and weakened now, demons are his only company.
So, give up the ghost.
Ten years shy of a century.
All he has left are the memories of who he was and how it used to be.
Pray for this to be the end of his constant suffering.
Pointless at best, no means to an end, his hands to his head, he prays for the end to this nightmare.
All he has left are the memories.


2. A TASTE OF EVEREST

Can you feel it coming? Nothing as it seems.
Everything so perfectly wrong, so intoxicating like the fury of the seas.
Let it crash just like the waters to my feet.
I've traded memories for wings, and I'm ready to get high.
No more chains around my feet, liberated, I take to the sky.
As this dose begins to peak I'm free.
You, you have a certain way of imposing ideals on me.
But, I've no more demons to slay, no more unwelcome company.
There are no more chains restraining me from where I want to be.
I've traded memories for wings and I'm free from all your games.
You underestimated me.
I'm stronger than you'll ever be.
I hate the way that you impose yourself on me.
The weight upon my shoulders could have turned coal to diamonds, but I set my demons free.
I let them reign.


3. SINGLE AND LOVING IT

You push my buttons and open these scars
Just to watch me bleed what I've already bled a thousand times before
Agonizing...you make me scream and shout
I owe this all to you
You're the reason that I'm always coming down

I'm just a bruised and broken heart
But the memories you left are of a girl who's lost and broken
Now it's a shame you've lost your touch and you can't control your lust
I was only a heartbeat away from forgiving you.....
From forgiving you
Let the past be

I'm learning lessons while you're still breaking hearts
If only you could see the world is not as cold as you had thought before
Always trying to break and keep me down...you're the reason that iturned my life around

I'm just a bruised and broken heart
But the memories you left are of a girl who's lost and broken
Now it's a shame you've lost your touch and you can't control your lust
I was only a heartbeat away from forgiving you.....
From forgiving you
(Let the past be)
You were everything I'd ever need
(But we are though)
And I'm everything you'll never be
(Ill see this through)

I'm just a bruised and broken heart
But the memories you left are of a girl who's lost and broken
Now it's a shame you've lost your touch and you can't control your lust
I was only a heartbeat away from forgiving you.....

And now I'm giving you.....
All that you've earned
How's it feel to see the tables turned
You will never see this face again
And I have no more tears to be shed....

You will not see this face again
Never again


4. FOUR LETTER WORDS

twist and turn in bed as you spiral though my head
Won't continue to let these games be played
I never wanted, never wanted any of this
In here I feel so out of place

She kills me with a single gaze
(she ends me)
Infatuations turn to needs
(don't need this anymore)
I stumbled into her embrace.....

All this time you've tried to make a new excuse and justify why not to hate you....
Stumbling through fate games are played again...I should take control and put you to an end.

These years have come and went
So many things I now regret
For me there is no saving grace

She kills me with a single gaze
(she ends me)
Infatuations turn to needs
(don't need this anymore)
I stumbled into her embrace.....

All this time you've tried to make a new excuse and justify why not to hate you....
Stumbling through fate games are played again...I should take control and put you to an end.

My heart is not equipped for this torment


5. HOMELAND INSECURITY

Dont let go,

Must be the head and I can't see us turning this ship around
Phoning friends who lived this dream we started, started breaking down
This is something that we'd never thought we'd see
we are finally where we want to be, with all this rapid progress
I can't forget our promise

I was ready to give up on all of this
(x2)

All my insecurities are turning this to tragedy,
now all my doubts and fears are somehow getting the best of me
All these complex feelings, once again my worst enemy
through all this daily nonsense
I can't forget this promise

I was ready to give up on all of this
(x2)

We hold this close
We hold this close
We hold this close to our hearts
(x4)

(can't make out the screaming)
I won't let this dream fade
Always searching for what's next
Never looking where we stand
(x2)

I was ready to give up on all of this


6. GOODBYES ARE ALWAYS COLDEST IN DECEMBER

Tangled in my veins
We burned our eyes out staring at the early november sun
Oh, How I hate goodbyes


7. BOY MEETS WORLD WAR III

Never knew the day we met would be the day I died from this overwhelming need that burns inside.
Tragically, I had the world within my sights.
Little did I know, this was all in my mind.
Where did you go?
Where have you been?
What kind of world am I living in?
Please pull me from this hell I live.
I'm burning up and you're over this.
In every pill I take, each nigth I lie awake, your face is all I fucking see.
Face buried in a pillow, all I see is the silhouette of you dancing in my dreams.
Just pull the plug and end what you've begun.
This love his hell, my heart is dead


8. I'M FROZEN AND YOU'RE DEAD

She stands so picturesque, heart beating through my chest
And my mind cannot take what she is setting off in me
A feeling so unique, I'm crippled by its ecstasy
Feel free to take it away, feel free to take this from me

Strap on your wings and fly away

Fly away (from me), fly away (from me)
When life leads you astray and there are no more games to play
Your heart will break (now break) fly away (from me)
When life leads you astray and there are no more games to play, just fly away

As this tale unfolds, the story's growing old
Once again I'm sleeping all alone and through this pain I've grown
My head is still your home, nothing is the way it used to be

Strap on your wings and fly away

Fly away (from me), fly away (from me)
When life leads you astray and there are no more games to play
Your heart will break (now break) fly away (from me)
When life leads you astray and there are no more games to play, just fly away

Now I'm breaking down your heart of stone (your heart of stone)
Waiting for the winds of change to bring you back, back to me

Everyone can see, you're not the girl, you used to be
So steal another's soul...

Fly away (from me), fly away (from me)
When life leads you astray and there are no more games to play
Your heart will break (now break) fly away (from me)
When life leads you astray and there are no more games to play, just fly away

I'm breaking down (breaking down)
Your heart of stone (heart of stone)
Taking you off your throne

I'm frozen (frozen)
And you're dead (you're dead)
I'm frozen (frozen)
And you're dead (you're dead)
I'm frozen (frozen)
And you're dead (you're dead)


9. DROWNING (ONE LAST BREATH)

The water is overflowing and carrying away
The picture at the edge of the tub
I held it close to me to try and keep up hopes
That you would see I have no more air to breathe
And I'm hoping for you to come and save me

One more time that I find myself drowning in thoughts of you
Holding my fleeting one last breath
Praying that this hole in my chest will heal

I'll find another way for me to fight my pain
The water seeps into my lungs
I tell myself I'll try to emerge from my prison I have built from

loneliness
But I'm failing at my attempts to leave

One more time that I find myself drowning in thoughts of you
Holding my fleeting one last breath
Praying that this hole in my chest
This hole in my chest will heal

You're reaching your hand down
I can't believe it's true
My prayers have been answered
when I know that only you
Can breath life into me
Completely resescitate, and help me to escape
And take this all away

You're reaching your hand down (take it all away)
I can't believe it's true
My prayers have been answered (take it all away)
When I know that only you
Can breath life into me (take it all away)
Completely resescitate
And help me to escape (take it all away)
And take this all away


10. WHINE AND DINE

As we sit down to this lovely gourmet meal the candle light is shining off your face
I gaze into your beautiful eyes... you give me this hideous look
A look that's meant to kill coming from a face so dull
Open up your eyes and see what you have missed
This night would be so perfect if only you would care
Did you really think that I did not know how to save you from choking on your own tongue?
This is what I call revenge held in for so long
Now you're swallowing my pain instead of your dessert
Each slice you cut to your filet cuts into me
Bite hard, chew fast, I hope you choke on more than just your ignorance
Cough up my love
Given a dish that's best served cold
I never regret the days that I see you
I just regret that day that I met you


11. FEVER WHITE

I'm taking a look
One was all it took to center my attention
Need to know your name
Need to feel this stain of your lips break this tention
I reach out to touch the soul of tonight
My eyes (I've lost my head)
Have finally seen the light ( where have I been?)
I'll rest where love can't find me (these tired eyes)
To complicate my life (are wearing thin)
My eyes (it's in my skin)
have finally seen the light (where have I been?)
Reflecting all the suffering (I lost my head)
I now can leave behind (and I'm giving in)
This mirror reflects all that I project
No amount of truth can take this back
too many lines
and these tired eyes have seen enough tragedy tonight
I reach out to touch the soul of tonight
And we crush our dreams away
gripping tightly as they fade
Falling into this design


12. ZOMBIES NEVER THINK TWICE

You're running rampid through me
Infecting everything
My eyes are red, and I'm scared to death
You don't know what you're doing

This is a call to arms
And I have waited for too long

Maybe I'll never quit
Maybe you never meant a single thing you said
Well I've grown so sick of this
Confusion fills my head
And I'm dripping with regret
I do feel better if you never knew just how I felt
How I felt
Never knew just how I felt

Does he shake you like I shook you?
And how much do his words weigh?
Is he underneath you fingertips where I used to lay?
Do his lips taste like forever as you said mine did?
We were young, that's how it goes

My eyes are filled with tears
My hands are to my head
I know you're happy now
In someone else's bed
My paitence wearing thin
And I can't make sense of this
All I want is to be over you

I just need to know
So tell me

Does he shake you like I shook you?
And how much do his words weigh?
Is he underneath you fingertips where I used to lay?
Do his lips taste like forever as you said mine did?
We were young that's how it goes

That's how it goes
That's how it goes
That's how it goes

And when I dream you everynight
(That's how it goes)
You brek my heart but it's alright
(That's how it goes)
Ahnibriated by your sight
(That's how it goes)
Now this is the fight of my life

This Is The Fight Of My Life

All we had is dead and gone
All we had is dead and gone

All We Had Is Dead And Gone
All We Had Is Dead And Gone