Disturbed (USA-1) : The Lost Children
Lyrics
1. HELL
Rrwoooaaaw!
Ahh, Ahhh
Burning now I bring you Hell!
Ahh, Ahhh
Oh, burning now I bring you Hell!
Read me tonight, when the warnings
Said leave a shudder upon you
Running from all that you feared in your life
Soul of the night, when the sun mislead paint
A horror upon you
Marking the moment, displaying in my ghost of a life!
And I can't get round the way you left me out in the open
To leave me to die!
So how can I, forget the way you lead me
Through the path into Heaven
To leave me behind!
[Chorus:]
Now I can't stay behind
Save me, from wreaking my vengeance
Upon you, too chilling more than I can tell
Burning now I bring you Hell!
Free me tonight, as the animal
Kings breathe their terror upon you
Caught in the moment, engaging in my
Bloodlust tonight, now I can't control my venom's flow
Get back from me demon, or be exorcised!
[Chorus]
All my emotion and all my integrity
All that you've taken from me
All my emotion and all my integrity
All that you've taken from me
Now I can't stay behind
Save me, from wreaking my vengeance
Upon you, too chilling more than I can tell
Soul of the night, I know
Now I can't stay behind
Save me, from wreaking my vengeance
Upon you, too chilling more than I can tell
Burning now I bring you Hell!
2. A WELCOME BURDEN
Shout!
Heavy! You want it heavy!
Welcome to my world,
Feel the weight of it grinding down, and
Heavy! I want it heavy!
Welcome to my world,
Feel the weight of it grinding down again
Gather your pathetic masses and bring them to me
To a world devoid of light
To another time, to another place
And let the broken ones taste my misery
Rip away her disguise and you will realize that ya find
The truth is sickening!
We don't need to change it, really
I kind of like it ugly!
Leave it! Make it!
Binding! Seathing! Blinding! Screaming!
Gather your psychotic masses and bring them to me
To a world devoid of sanity
Another time, & another place
And let the violent ones crave calamity
Rip away her disguise and you will realize that ya find
The truth is sickening!
We don't need to change it, really
I kind of like it ugly!
The race of the Mother Culture is thickening!
The rape of the Mother Culture is nearing!
The face of the Mother Culture is sickening!
The rape of a Mother is the loving I need
Bleeding now - 1! 2! 3! 4!
3. THIS MOMENT
You will remember this moment
As you dig into me
And from your smile now
It seems as if you liked it
You'd better cherish this moment
As you dig into me
You'll never get another chance
At this
I won't stand another minute
Of your questioning me
You hear me, bitch, stop
The interrogations over
I can't handle the feeling
Of your pestering me
How would you like
To meet my favorite fist
No you can't renege
I love to see you beg
Dream this moment as you run away
You will only separate me from
All I believe this moment
In brutality
You're the one who kept on pushing
Till I made you bleed
It seems your pride has been stolen
Since you stood up to me
I'll tell you now you know I think I
Really like it
So learn a lesson from someone
Who will never repeat the many
Tragic mistakes of his past
I hope you savor this moment
As you're still on your feet
So keep it quiet now
I think you're gonna like it
Words have consequences when
They're spoken to me
Better be careful when you're writing checks
Don't you question how
I stand above you
Now you know the answer
Save yourself from danger
I cannot forget how all of this began
I know you know the answers
Save yourself from danger
Beaten by a stranger
Blood still on his hands
4. OLD FRIEND
They are the ghosts of innocence
That have awoken from my dreams
Welcome to your nightmare
Say good-bye to everything
All your past obscenities
They have determined where I stand
Echoing cries, in the time that it began
Hear me now
Feel my blade
There is no more time for apologies
Malevolent emotions
Take hold of me
Are you ready to begin your trip to the other side?
Death is an old friend of mine
You can't escape your judgment
I hear them calling out your name
Do not beg for mercy now
You never showed any to them
Embrace your final punishment
There's not a soul to hear you scream
I have to thank you for letting out the animal in me
Hear me now
Feel my blade
There is no more time for apologies
Malevolent emotions
Take hold of me
Are you ready to begin your trip to the other side?
Death is an old friend of mine
The blood became my life
When I was trapped inside
And I can feel the dark passenger calling me
My mother's blood and mine
Uniquely intertwined
Help me father purge the memory from my mind
My hunger to destroy
When I was just a boy
It pulled me deeper into something that I now enjoy
The ritual begins
Evil will meet its end
In your destruction I will finally feel whole again
There is no more time for apologies
Malevolent emotions
Take hold of me
Are you ready to begin your trip to the other side?
Death is an old friend of mine
I have become your nightmare
Say good-bye to every thing
5. MONSTER
End this suffering
You made a monster of me
Through all your wicked lies
Forever tortured by you
Abandoned at death's door
Until I said no more
Don't look away
You're just a former regret of mine
And when you want, just look away
You're just a former regret of mine
Erasing now
You made a rock star of me
Gave me this wicked life
Paid to be tortured by you
A life I now abhor
And still I say, no more
Think over all of the shit in your mind
Think over and come to grip with it
Think over all of the shit
In your little twisted sick mind, all said
6. RUN
Run and hide again
I want to wait this time
Don't wonder why you can't clear this final sin
You know this story was over before it began
This is a battle
You're not gonna win
Welcome to the end
I've spent a lifetime planning out your destruction
You're never gonna witness another day
Alone in my mind, planning out your destruction, with no
Other function
You really don't know how long
I've waited for your Destruction
I'm telling you, you just can't get away
A whole lifetime planning out your destruction,
With no other function
You really don't know
You better run
Ask me why again, nowhere to go this time
Revenge will be mine again
Say goodbye, my friend
Don't run away this time and die like a man
There is no escape from my plan
Welcome to the end
I've spent a lifetime planning out your destruction
You're never going to witness another day
Alone in my mind, planning out your destruction, with no
Other function
You really don't know how long I've waited for your
Destruction
I'm telling you, you just can't get away
A whole lifetime planning out your destruction,
With no Other function
You really don't know
There is no reprieve
You don't dare to look in my eyes
We'll turn their gaze away in time
You better run!
I've spent a lifetime planning out your destruction
You're never going to witness another day
Alone in my mind, planning out your destruction,
With no Other function
You really don't know how long
I've waited for your Destruction
I'm telling you, you just can't get away
A whole lifetime planning out your destruction, with no
Other function
You really don't know
Welcome to the end
Run and hide again
I want to wait this time
Don't wonder why you can't clear this final sin
You know the story was over before it fucking began
7. LEAVE IT ALONE
I can’t control my anger and
I’ve been about to explode
Far too many times
I’ve seen my dreams becoming violent
Every time that I see you
No matter how you try to define it
I have been broken too many times
Too much emotion too long confined has
Weakened the wall that protects you
Ease your mind, this moment will pass if you just
Leave it alone, leave it alone every time
My dysfunction is on your mind
When you find that you’re at odds with your desire
Just leave it alone, leave it alone every time
My destruction is on your mind
Before you find that you have
Tested my resolve one too many times
I am a stranger, you know I’ve been
Pressed to the wall far too many times
Stop your behavior or you will find
My murderous nature surround you
Others have wandered over the line that
Awaken the monster too many times
Leave it unspoken and you will find an
End to the violence if you can
Ease your mind, this moment will pass if you just
Leave it alone, leave it alone every time
My dysfunction is on your mind
When you find that you’re at odds with your desire
Just leave it alone, leave it alone every time
My destruction is on your mind
Before you find that you have
Tested my resolve one too many times
Ease your mind, this moment will pass if you just
Leave it alone, leave it alone every time
My dysfunction is on your mind
When you find that you’re at odds with your desire
Just leave it alone, leave it alone every time
My destruction is on your mind
Before you find that you have
Tested my resolve one too many times
8. TWO WORLDS
Give it to me
Two worlds are warring in me
Killing us now
Raging inside
Pleasure has hollowed in me
Remove the sickness
Plaguing my mind
Two worlds are warring in me
Killing us now
Show me the light
Two worlds collide
Whenever I step to the front
I look for a new place to hide
While tearing my color away
I swallow my pride
But never forget what I want
Starting to long for a time
I bury the war in my mind
Two worlds are warring in me
Both sides are losing
Patience has died
None of them mourner in me
Drowns my conviction
Regions divide
Two worlds are warring in me
Killing us now
Show me the light
Two worlds collide
Whenever I step to the front
I look for a new place to hide
While tearing my color away
I swallow my pride
But never forget what I want
Starting to long for a time
I bury the war in my mind
Give me a sign
Tell me when it's time
Show me the light
Tell me when it's fucking over
Two worlds collide
Whenever I step to the front
I look for a new place to hide
While tearing my color away
I swallow my pride
But never forget what I want
Starting to long for a time
I bury the war in my mind
9. GOD OF THE MIND
Na Ha-nha
Get in get in get in get into now
Get in get into come take over me
Get in get in get in get into now
Get on get into like me
Time, not having an easy time
Never gonna have an easy time
Given the run around to me
I can feel it coming around again
Time, a changing a wasting
Come and get up in my face again.yes
Time ,given the run around to me
And I'm not having an easy time
Never having an easy
You know this time it has never gone easy
Time never having an easy
You'll never meet another like me
Get in get into like me like me
Get in get into like me like me
Get in get into lie to me like me
Get into like me like
Get Ready
Time never gonna die
Never gonna give into me
You want a Deity like me
You want a God
But you're never gonna give into me
Want a Deity like me
Time, Get it Get it
Time, is just another God Of The Mind
Time, get it get it
Time, is just another God Of The Mind
Time, Never having an easy
You know this time it has never gone easy
Time, never having an easy
You'll never meet another like me
10. SICKENED
Take me away yeah!
That's enough of all your taunting
Seems I can't remove you from my mind
Don't you know that sometimes
I wish they'd kill me for wanting you
I will sit alone in silence
Can't allow the meaning I can find
Will you be defeated when they
Kill me for wanting you
I can't believe that my sanity
Lies in abandoning you
I can't recall the helpless times
I've been betrayed by you
Sickened from wanting you
Frightened of finding the truth
Don't say anymore
Now my mind isn't changing
This reckoning's long overdue
All past the walls around me
In the prison of my own design
Will I win my freedom if they
Kill me for wanting you
Maybe the arms of Hell will hound me
Just as long as I remain confined
I will be completed when they
Kill me for wanting you
I can't believe that my sanity
Lies in abandoning you
I can't recall the helpless times
I've been betrayed by you
Sickened from wanting you
Frightened of finding the truth
Don't say anymore
Now my mind isn't changing
This reckoning's long overdue
So I have determined I am long done
Will I bury another problem
In the graveyard you allowed me to find
So I have determined I am no one
When I finally cling to something
And it's never been tied to
Every single memory of you
Sickened from wanting you
Frightened of finding the truth
Don't say anymore
Now my mind isn't changing
This reckoning's long overdue
So I have determined I am long done
Will I bury another problem
In the graveyard you allowed me to find
11. MINE
Hey! (x6)
Been watching for a long time, seeing the world join Forces to the edge of calamity
How many of the wars have started over mankind's area we call religion?
Too many of our children have died in the never ending Fight for territory
Are we born to violence?
Can we stop in time?
They say you will want to remain on your side
You'll be starting a war now if you cross that line
Turn around or face my reprisal for I have determined that this is mine
Hey! (x6)
Been hurting for a long time feeling my heart torn open
From the lack of humanity
Insanity on both sides reaping the path that
Guarantees Our own extinction
Hate added to the stockpile filling the world with Enemies,
A constant battle
In the face of violence, they omit their pride
They say you will want to remain on your side
You'll be starting a war now if you cross that line
Turn around or face my reprisal for I have determined that This is mine
Ooooohhhhhh
You will want to remain on your side
You'll be starting a war now if you cross that line
Turn around and face my reprisal for I have determined That this is mine
We will not be broken this time
We will force the whole world to testify
Stand your ground or face our reprisal for we have Determined that this is...
12. PARASITE
You've got nowhere to hide, and all bullshit aside
You've committed a terrible crime
You've stepped over the line and you'd better be running For your life
Fucked over again, I even called you a friend
A mistake I won't be repeating
I just don't understand how you can even continue to deny
You know why
(You don't remember why)
Don't you pretend that you don't know why
(You fucking parasite)
Because you're living through association that has been Getting you high
You sell your soul for just a taste of my life
Now what a surprise, to discover the lies
You'll be telling again in no time
You just don't realize they'll come back and be fucking up
Your life
In trouble again, I just don't understand
This whole pattern that keeps repeating
You know you'll do it again and admit
You can step into The light
You know why
(You don't remember why)
Don't you pretend that you don't know why
(You fucking parasite)
Because you're living through association that has been Getting you high
You sell your soul for just a taste of my life
Determination has been running on high
No control, for just a taste of my life
Because your association has been getting you high
You sell your soul for just a taste of my life
Determination has been running on high
No control, for just a taste of my life
For just a taste of my life
You've got nowhere to hide and all bullshit aside
You've committed a terrible crime
You've stepped over the line and you'd better be running For your life
13. DEHUMANIZED
Lost in slumber, a threat to no one
Weak and humbled to my disgrace
Sweet departure, is what I long for
Careless moments to comfort me
Dead philosophy..
If I offer you my soul, will you carry me away?
I cannot be the only one, to be dehumanized again--Left Behind
Too determined, to be forgotten
Nothing left to enrapture me
Hard and silent, soflty breaking
No beloving to comfort me
Ooh dead philosophy...
If I offer you my soul, will you carry me away?
I can not be the only one, to be dehumanized again
Left Behind
Feel the determination built into my mind
You're never gonna find me, I'll wipe the world away
Your face it will remind me, just how much I have to leave
If I offer you my soul, will you carry me away?
I cannot be the only one to be dehumanized again
Said if I offer you my soul, will you carry me away?"
I cannot be the only one, to be dehumanized again
Left Behind
Into my mind...
14. 3
I often wonder why I sit and wait to die
What have I done to justify the sentence they gave?
Too many hours spent in darkness questioning...
"How and why"?
I can't remember many moments in the light
This retribution has defiled me to no end
An execution without merit looms ahead
Tell me why!
I was a boy who had to live his own way
I never fit into the model they had designed
I chose a path less taken
I stood with others who had often felt the same
We got stares from passersby
Our dark attire seemed to frighten people away
And when the three young boys died
They pointed fingers and entangled us in a lie!
No hope in sight
[Chorus:]
I sit here terrified!
Can't someone try to bring the truth to light?
Won't anybody open up their eyes?
Before the three of us have lost our lives!
Why was everybody so damn afraid?
They blamed the devil for the heinousness of the crime
And to justify their own faith
We were labeled pawns of Satan for a time
The three of us were attacked and disgraced
For many hours we were questioned and someone lied
One of us couldn't take it
His simple manner was manipulated in kind
Fear made him lie
[Chorus]
Now I am terrified!
Can't someone try to bring the truth to light?
Won't anybody open up their eyes?
Before the three of us have lost our lives!
And Why?
Can't anybody see through their disguise?!
Only believe we didn't take their lives!
And now the three of us have lost our lives
I often wonder why I sit and wait to die
What have I done to justify the sentence they gave?
Too many hours spent in darkness questioning
"How and why"?
I can't remember many moments in the light
This retribution has defiled me to no end
An execution without merit looms ahead
Tell me why
15. MIDLIFE CRISIS
Go on and wring my neck
Like when a rag gets wet
A little discipline
For my pet genius
My head is like a lettuce
Go on and dig your thumbs in
I cannot stop giving
I'm thirty-something
Sense of security
Like pockets jingling
Midlife crisis
Suck ingenuity
Down through the family tree
You're perfect, yes, it's true
But without me you're only you (you're only you)
Your menstruating heart
It ain't bleedin' enough for two
It's a midlife crisis
It's a midlife crisis...
What an inheritance
The salt and the Kleenex
Morbid self attention
Bending my pinky back
A little discipline
A donor by habit
A little discipline
Rent an opinion
Sense of security
Holding blunt instrument
I'm a perfectionist
And perfect is a skinned knee
You're perfect, yes, it's true
But without me you're only you
Your menstruating heart
It ain't bleeding enough for two
It's a midlife crisis...
You're perfect, yes, it's true
But without me you're only you
Your menstruating heart
It ain't bleeding enough for two
16. LIVING AFTER MIDNIGHT
Living after midnight
Rockin to the dawn
Lovin til the morning then I'm gone
I'm gone
I took the city bout one A.M
Loaded, loaded
I'm all geared up to score again
Loaded, loaded
I come alive in the neon light
That's when I make my moves right
Living after midnight
Rockin to the dawn
Lovin til the morning, then I'm gone
I'm gone
Got gleaming chrome, reflecting steel
Loaded, loaded
Ready to take on every deal
Loaded, loaded
My pulse is racing, I'm hot to take
This motor's revved up, fit to break
Living after midnight
Rockin to the dawn
Lovin til the morning, then I'm gone
I'm gone
I'm aiming for ya
I'm gonna floor ya
Her body's coming
All night long
The air's electric, sparking power
Loaded, loaded
She’s getting hotter by the hour
Loaded, loaded
I set my sights and then home in
The joint starts flying when I begin
Living after midnight
Rockin to the dawn
Lovin til the morning, then I'm gone
I'm gone
Living after midnight
Rockin to the dawn
Lovin til the morning, then I'm gone
I'm gone
Then I'm gone
Then I'm gone
Rrwoooaaaw!
Ahh, Ahhh
Burning now I bring you Hell!
Ahh, Ahhh
Oh, burning now I bring you Hell!
Read me tonight, when the warnings
Said leave a shudder upon you
Running from all that you feared in your life
Soul of the night, when the sun mislead paint
A horror upon you
Marking the moment, displaying in my ghost of a life!
And I can't get round the way you left me out in the open
To leave me to die!
So how can I, forget the way you lead me
Through the path into Heaven
To leave me behind!
[Chorus:]
Now I can't stay behind
Save me, from wreaking my vengeance
Upon you, too chilling more than I can tell
Burning now I bring you Hell!
Free me tonight, as the animal
Kings breathe their terror upon you
Caught in the moment, engaging in my
Bloodlust tonight, now I can't control my venom's flow
Get back from me demon, or be exorcised!
[Chorus]
All my emotion and all my integrity
All that you've taken from me
All my emotion and all my integrity
All that you've taken from me
Now I can't stay behind
Save me, from wreaking my vengeance
Upon you, too chilling more than I can tell
Soul of the night, I know
Now I can't stay behind
Save me, from wreaking my vengeance
Upon you, too chilling more than I can tell
Burning now I bring you Hell!
2. A WELCOME BURDEN
Shout!
Heavy! You want it heavy!
Welcome to my world,
Feel the weight of it grinding down, and
Heavy! I want it heavy!
Welcome to my world,
Feel the weight of it grinding down again
Gather your pathetic masses and bring them to me
To a world devoid of light
To another time, to another place
And let the broken ones taste my misery
Rip away her disguise and you will realize that ya find
The truth is sickening!
We don't need to change it, really
I kind of like it ugly!
Leave it! Make it!
Binding! Seathing! Blinding! Screaming!
Gather your psychotic masses and bring them to me
To a world devoid of sanity
Another time, & another place
And let the violent ones crave calamity
Rip away her disguise and you will realize that ya find
The truth is sickening!
We don't need to change it, really
I kind of like it ugly!
The race of the Mother Culture is thickening!
The rape of the Mother Culture is nearing!
The face of the Mother Culture is sickening!
The rape of a Mother is the loving I need
Bleeding now - 1! 2! 3! 4!
3. THIS MOMENT
You will remember this moment
As you dig into me
And from your smile now
It seems as if you liked it
You'd better cherish this moment
As you dig into me
You'll never get another chance
At this
I won't stand another minute
Of your questioning me
You hear me, bitch, stop
The interrogations over
I can't handle the feeling
Of your pestering me
How would you like
To meet my favorite fist
No you can't renege
I love to see you beg
Dream this moment as you run away
You will only separate me from
All I believe this moment
In brutality
You're the one who kept on pushing
Till I made you bleed
It seems your pride has been stolen
Since you stood up to me
I'll tell you now you know I think I
Really like it
So learn a lesson from someone
Who will never repeat the many
Tragic mistakes of his past
I hope you savor this moment
As you're still on your feet
So keep it quiet now
I think you're gonna like it
Words have consequences when
They're spoken to me
Better be careful when you're writing checks
Don't you question how
I stand above you
Now you know the answer
Save yourself from danger
I cannot forget how all of this began
I know you know the answers
Save yourself from danger
Beaten by a stranger
Blood still on his hands
4. OLD FRIEND
They are the ghosts of innocence
That have awoken from my dreams
Welcome to your nightmare
Say good-bye to everything
All your past obscenities
They have determined where I stand
Echoing cries, in the time that it began
Hear me now
Feel my blade
There is no more time for apologies
Malevolent emotions
Take hold of me
Are you ready to begin your trip to the other side?
Death is an old friend of mine
You can't escape your judgment
I hear them calling out your name
Do not beg for mercy now
You never showed any to them
Embrace your final punishment
There's not a soul to hear you scream
I have to thank you for letting out the animal in me
Hear me now
Feel my blade
There is no more time for apologies
Malevolent emotions
Take hold of me
Are you ready to begin your trip to the other side?
Death is an old friend of mine
The blood became my life
When I was trapped inside
And I can feel the dark passenger calling me
My mother's blood and mine
Uniquely intertwined
Help me father purge the memory from my mind
My hunger to destroy
When I was just a boy
It pulled me deeper into something that I now enjoy
The ritual begins
Evil will meet its end
In your destruction I will finally feel whole again
There is no more time for apologies
Malevolent emotions
Take hold of me
Are you ready to begin your trip to the other side?
Death is an old friend of mine
I have become your nightmare
Say good-bye to every thing
5. MONSTER
End this suffering
You made a monster of me
Through all your wicked lies
Forever tortured by you
Abandoned at death's door
Until I said no more
Don't look away
You're just a former regret of mine
And when you want, just look away
You're just a former regret of mine
Erasing now
You made a rock star of me
Gave me this wicked life
Paid to be tortured by you
A life I now abhor
And still I say, no more
Think over all of the shit in your mind
Think over and come to grip with it
Think over all of the shit
In your little twisted sick mind, all said
6. RUN
Run and hide again
I want to wait this time
Don't wonder why you can't clear this final sin
You know this story was over before it began
This is a battle
You're not gonna win
Welcome to the end
I've spent a lifetime planning out your destruction
You're never gonna witness another day
Alone in my mind, planning out your destruction, with no
Other function
You really don't know how long
I've waited for your Destruction
I'm telling you, you just can't get away
A whole lifetime planning out your destruction,
With no other function
You really don't know
You better run
Ask me why again, nowhere to go this time
Revenge will be mine again
Say goodbye, my friend
Don't run away this time and die like a man
There is no escape from my plan
Welcome to the end
I've spent a lifetime planning out your destruction
You're never going to witness another day
Alone in my mind, planning out your destruction, with no
Other function
You really don't know how long I've waited for your
Destruction
I'm telling you, you just can't get away
A whole lifetime planning out your destruction,
With no Other function
You really don't know
There is no reprieve
You don't dare to look in my eyes
We'll turn their gaze away in time
You better run!
I've spent a lifetime planning out your destruction
You're never going to witness another day
Alone in my mind, planning out your destruction,
With no Other function
You really don't know how long
I've waited for your Destruction
I'm telling you, you just can't get away
A whole lifetime planning out your destruction, with no
Other function
You really don't know
Welcome to the end
Run and hide again
I want to wait this time
Don't wonder why you can't clear this final sin
You know the story was over before it fucking began
7. LEAVE IT ALONE
I can’t control my anger and
I’ve been about to explode
Far too many times
I’ve seen my dreams becoming violent
Every time that I see you
No matter how you try to define it
I have been broken too many times
Too much emotion too long confined has
Weakened the wall that protects you
Ease your mind, this moment will pass if you just
Leave it alone, leave it alone every time
My dysfunction is on your mind
When you find that you’re at odds with your desire
Just leave it alone, leave it alone every time
My destruction is on your mind
Before you find that you have
Tested my resolve one too many times
I am a stranger, you know I’ve been
Pressed to the wall far too many times
Stop your behavior or you will find
My murderous nature surround you
Others have wandered over the line that
Awaken the monster too many times
Leave it unspoken and you will find an
End to the violence if you can
Ease your mind, this moment will pass if you just
Leave it alone, leave it alone every time
My dysfunction is on your mind
When you find that you’re at odds with your desire
Just leave it alone, leave it alone every time
My destruction is on your mind
Before you find that you have
Tested my resolve one too many times
Ease your mind, this moment will pass if you just
Leave it alone, leave it alone every time
My dysfunction is on your mind
When you find that you’re at odds with your desire
Just leave it alone, leave it alone every time
My destruction is on your mind
Before you find that you have
Tested my resolve one too many times
8. TWO WORLDS
Give it to me
Two worlds are warring in me
Killing us now
Raging inside
Pleasure has hollowed in me
Remove the sickness
Plaguing my mind
Two worlds are warring in me
Killing us now
Show me the light
Two worlds collide
Whenever I step to the front
I look for a new place to hide
While tearing my color away
I swallow my pride
But never forget what I want
Starting to long for a time
I bury the war in my mind
Two worlds are warring in me
Both sides are losing
Patience has died
None of them mourner in me
Drowns my conviction
Regions divide
Two worlds are warring in me
Killing us now
Show me the light
Two worlds collide
Whenever I step to the front
I look for a new place to hide
While tearing my color away
I swallow my pride
But never forget what I want
Starting to long for a time
I bury the war in my mind
Give me a sign
Tell me when it's time
Show me the light
Tell me when it's fucking over
Two worlds collide
Whenever I step to the front
I look for a new place to hide
While tearing my color away
I swallow my pride
But never forget what I want
Starting to long for a time
I bury the war in my mind
9. GOD OF THE MIND
Na Ha-nha
Get in get in get in get into now
Get in get into come take over me
Get in get in get in get into now
Get on get into like me
Time, not having an easy time
Never gonna have an easy time
Given the run around to me
I can feel it coming around again
Time, a changing a wasting
Come and get up in my face again.yes
Time ,given the run around to me
And I'm not having an easy time
Never having an easy
You know this time it has never gone easy
Time never having an easy
You'll never meet another like me
Get in get into like me like me
Get in get into like me like me
Get in get into lie to me like me
Get into like me like
Get Ready
Time never gonna die
Never gonna give into me
You want a Deity like me
You want a God
But you're never gonna give into me
Want a Deity like me
Time, Get it Get it
Time, is just another God Of The Mind
Time, get it get it
Time, is just another God Of The Mind
Time, Never having an easy
You know this time it has never gone easy
Time, never having an easy
You'll never meet another like me
10. SICKENED
Take me away yeah!
That's enough of all your taunting
Seems I can't remove you from my mind
Don't you know that sometimes
I wish they'd kill me for wanting you
I will sit alone in silence
Can't allow the meaning I can find
Will you be defeated when they
Kill me for wanting you
I can't believe that my sanity
Lies in abandoning you
I can't recall the helpless times
I've been betrayed by you
Sickened from wanting you
Frightened of finding the truth
Don't say anymore
Now my mind isn't changing
This reckoning's long overdue
All past the walls around me
In the prison of my own design
Will I win my freedom if they
Kill me for wanting you
Maybe the arms of Hell will hound me
Just as long as I remain confined
I will be completed when they
Kill me for wanting you
I can't believe that my sanity
Lies in abandoning you
I can't recall the helpless times
I've been betrayed by you
Sickened from wanting you
Frightened of finding the truth
Don't say anymore
Now my mind isn't changing
This reckoning's long overdue
So I have determined I am long done
Will I bury another problem
In the graveyard you allowed me to find
So I have determined I am no one
When I finally cling to something
And it's never been tied to
Every single memory of you
Sickened from wanting you
Frightened of finding the truth
Don't say anymore
Now my mind isn't changing
This reckoning's long overdue
So I have determined I am long done
Will I bury another problem
In the graveyard you allowed me to find
11. MINE
Hey! (x6)
Been watching for a long time, seeing the world join Forces to the edge of calamity
How many of the wars have started over mankind's area we call religion?
Too many of our children have died in the never ending Fight for territory
Are we born to violence?
Can we stop in time?
They say you will want to remain on your side
You'll be starting a war now if you cross that line
Turn around or face my reprisal for I have determined that this is mine
Hey! (x6)
Been hurting for a long time feeling my heart torn open
From the lack of humanity
Insanity on both sides reaping the path that
Guarantees Our own extinction
Hate added to the stockpile filling the world with Enemies,
A constant battle
In the face of violence, they omit their pride
They say you will want to remain on your side
You'll be starting a war now if you cross that line
Turn around or face my reprisal for I have determined that This is mine
Ooooohhhhhh
You will want to remain on your side
You'll be starting a war now if you cross that line
Turn around and face my reprisal for I have determined That this is mine
We will not be broken this time
We will force the whole world to testify
Stand your ground or face our reprisal for we have Determined that this is...
12. PARASITE
You've got nowhere to hide, and all bullshit aside
You've committed a terrible crime
You've stepped over the line and you'd better be running For your life
Fucked over again, I even called you a friend
A mistake I won't be repeating
I just don't understand how you can even continue to deny
You know why
(You don't remember why)
Don't you pretend that you don't know why
(You fucking parasite)
Because you're living through association that has been Getting you high
You sell your soul for just a taste of my life
Now what a surprise, to discover the lies
You'll be telling again in no time
You just don't realize they'll come back and be fucking up
Your life
In trouble again, I just don't understand
This whole pattern that keeps repeating
You know you'll do it again and admit
You can step into The light
You know why
(You don't remember why)
Don't you pretend that you don't know why
(You fucking parasite)
Because you're living through association that has been Getting you high
You sell your soul for just a taste of my life
Determination has been running on high
No control, for just a taste of my life
Because your association has been getting you high
You sell your soul for just a taste of my life
Determination has been running on high
No control, for just a taste of my life
For just a taste of my life
You've got nowhere to hide and all bullshit aside
You've committed a terrible crime
You've stepped over the line and you'd better be running For your life
13. DEHUMANIZED
Lost in slumber, a threat to no one
Weak and humbled to my disgrace
Sweet departure, is what I long for
Careless moments to comfort me
Dead philosophy..
If I offer you my soul, will you carry me away?
I cannot be the only one, to be dehumanized again--Left Behind
Too determined, to be forgotten
Nothing left to enrapture me
Hard and silent, soflty breaking
No beloving to comfort me
Ooh dead philosophy...
If I offer you my soul, will you carry me away?
I can not be the only one, to be dehumanized again
Left Behind
Feel the determination built into my mind
You're never gonna find me, I'll wipe the world away
Your face it will remind me, just how much I have to leave
If I offer you my soul, will you carry me away?
I cannot be the only one to be dehumanized again
Said if I offer you my soul, will you carry me away?"
I cannot be the only one, to be dehumanized again
Left Behind
Into my mind...
14. 3
I often wonder why I sit and wait to die
What have I done to justify the sentence they gave?
Too many hours spent in darkness questioning...
"How and why"?
I can't remember many moments in the light
This retribution has defiled me to no end
An execution without merit looms ahead
Tell me why!
I was a boy who had to live his own way
I never fit into the model they had designed
I chose a path less taken
I stood with others who had often felt the same
We got stares from passersby
Our dark attire seemed to frighten people away
And when the three young boys died
They pointed fingers and entangled us in a lie!
No hope in sight
[Chorus:]
I sit here terrified!
Can't someone try to bring the truth to light?
Won't anybody open up their eyes?
Before the three of us have lost our lives!
Why was everybody so damn afraid?
They blamed the devil for the heinousness of the crime
And to justify their own faith
We were labeled pawns of Satan for a time
The three of us were attacked and disgraced
For many hours we were questioned and someone lied
One of us couldn't take it
His simple manner was manipulated in kind
Fear made him lie
[Chorus]
Now I am terrified!
Can't someone try to bring the truth to light?
Won't anybody open up their eyes?
Before the three of us have lost our lives!
And Why?
Can't anybody see through their disguise?!
Only believe we didn't take their lives!
And now the three of us have lost our lives
I often wonder why I sit and wait to die
What have I done to justify the sentence they gave?
Too many hours spent in darkness questioning
"How and why"?
I can't remember many moments in the light
This retribution has defiled me to no end
An execution without merit looms ahead
Tell me why
15. MIDLIFE CRISIS
Go on and wring my neck
Like when a rag gets wet
A little discipline
For my pet genius
My head is like a lettuce
Go on and dig your thumbs in
I cannot stop giving
I'm thirty-something
Sense of security
Like pockets jingling
Midlife crisis
Suck ingenuity
Down through the family tree
You're perfect, yes, it's true
But without me you're only you (you're only you)
Your menstruating heart
It ain't bleedin' enough for two
It's a midlife crisis
It's a midlife crisis...
What an inheritance
The salt and the Kleenex
Morbid self attention
Bending my pinky back
A little discipline
A donor by habit
A little discipline
Rent an opinion
Sense of security
Holding blunt instrument
I'm a perfectionist
And perfect is a skinned knee
You're perfect, yes, it's true
But without me you're only you
Your menstruating heart
It ain't bleeding enough for two
It's a midlife crisis...
You're perfect, yes, it's true
But without me you're only you
Your menstruating heart
It ain't bleeding enough for two
16. LIVING AFTER MIDNIGHT
Living after midnight
Rockin to the dawn
Lovin til the morning then I'm gone
I'm gone
I took the city bout one A.M
Loaded, loaded
I'm all geared up to score again
Loaded, loaded
I come alive in the neon light
That's when I make my moves right
Living after midnight
Rockin to the dawn
Lovin til the morning, then I'm gone
I'm gone
Got gleaming chrome, reflecting steel
Loaded, loaded
Ready to take on every deal
Loaded, loaded
My pulse is racing, I'm hot to take
This motor's revved up, fit to break
Living after midnight
Rockin to the dawn
Lovin til the morning, then I'm gone
I'm gone
I'm aiming for ya
I'm gonna floor ya
Her body's coming
All night long
The air's electric, sparking power
Loaded, loaded
She’s getting hotter by the hour
Loaded, loaded
I set my sights and then home in
The joint starts flying when I begin
Living after midnight
Rockin to the dawn
Lovin til the morning, then I'm gone
I'm gone
Living after midnight
Rockin to the dawn
Lovin til the morning, then I'm gone
I'm gone
Then I'm gone
Then I'm gone
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