Deficiency : State of Disillusion

Thrash Heavy / France
(2011 - Self-Released)
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1. BRAIN AUTOPSY

This lamb of god is straying from the right way
The evil has now a new slave
Temptation and madness are his closer friends
Redemption : the next thing he has to brave

Have a sit and tell me what's the point
I see something to explain your behaviour
Outburst of anger schizophrenia
Several personalities sleep in ya

What can you see in the eyes of my soul ?
Can you read through the mind of us all ?
I don't think we're all sick

If we deal with this with the scientific eye
We can only say without surprise
That in that case this patient is addicted
To some substances, fed up with shit

What can you see in the eyes of my soul ?
Can you read through the mind of us all ?
I don't think we're all sick

I can take no more, I can't bear your voice
Your judgment, your words.


2. THE GUIDE

Behave as a coward when my mind blocks
Don't come with lessons, my head is locked
My faith in you still fades away
When you leave me here, where I cannot stay

Send me signs to make me know you're here
I am blind and just barely can hear
Your voice'd never rung in my head
Now I see clearly that you've never been
Thoughts lost in a lake... all is so blurred and fake
Just one in the middle of a flock
No exit. No way ! Can you unlock ?
I don't need you like you need me
I feed you when you empty me

I can't give you the keys of my own
Confidence between us never grown
To let me really trust in you
The path is too long, I just can't get through
Thoughts lost in a lake... all is so blurred and fake
Sit on your throne, watching at what's going on
Don't go. Don't come ! Just stay here in your room

Selfish, alone... contemplate your kingdom
Look at the bones : it's time to drop your crown
Watching our story
Building a memory
No answers to all our questions... find your reality

Anger is growing
Faith has always guided
The fights of men when they lost their humanity.


3. THE ONE WHO POSSESSES ME

Laying down in here, just waiting for nothing
I'm wondering what's happening to me
Now I feel I'm under control
I think I'm the chosen one

Struggle again, demons in veins
A freak comes here, he looks like me

A rope is tightening all around his neck
Sweat and tears make hin stark and wet
Now he feels he's under control
I know he's the chosen one

Try to struggle... he doesn't know he's gone
Can't fight. Can't flee. He's now for me

Now I see
You just wanna attract me
Where my mind cannot see
Where my will leaves me ! Don't leave me

Right now ! Right here
I want to take your body
Keep it real for me
The one who possesses your freedom.


4. NEVERENDING FALL

A neverending fall
That's what I see right now
It's gonna touch us all
We can't escape our fate

Tears are reflecting the inside
Only tears to let them know that we cry
Freeze ! No movement, no action
Just stay here and assure our devotion

Our shoulders aren't strong enough for that
Don't we learn our lessons from the past ?

Bore like a worm that digs deep
But never fins any exit for his trip
Reach an inaccessible goal
Which is nothing but a neverending fall

Our shoulders aren't strong enough for that
Don't we learn our lessons from the past ?

No more surprise ! I'm about to realize
What cowards you are, what we all mean to our eyes
Just give and forgive ! Just let them take everything
Our souls or our lives
It's time for us to pay the strongest price.


5. VOLITION

See ! Man is nothing but
An everlasting and selfish pilgrim
Looking for what will complete him

Here, fullness is the goal
No matter the way to achieve
But, never satisfied
Never gonna be relieved

A neverending quest will obsess him all his life

When a purpose is reached
Another will come haunting him
All his volition is vain
The snake is condamned to bite his tail

A neverending quest will obsess him all his life
Oppress his totured mind
Will seize his soul and lead him to despair

One turn follows another
But in this game there is no winner
One turn follows another.


6. WEAKNESS OF MIND

Born devoid of mind, man has to choose his side
All that he learns being child
Is a way to live, to see things through his eyes
Which are not his own

To build a man through education
Is the first step to all addiction
To be like others want him to be
I don't think we can keep our mind free

It is terrifying how the world can impose
Its rules on men who live there
Modes or society put pressure on all souls
Which try to live in here free

Submissive to bullshits on tv
The fourth power is an enemy
To be like others want him to be
I don't think we can keep our mind free

Beliefs or faiths are so full of disgrace
It could be a guide, it could be a threat
It could be both the sun and the rain
Be this and not that ! You've to do this, so what ?
Integration or rejection
It depends on your own acts
Following, or isolation... what avoids you to cry
Your purpose, your life
Are based on the weakness of mind

Come into being, follow outlines and die
This is the human program
There's a constancy man has to submit to
Even if certain elements

Can de mastered or controlled
Until death all are faced to a wall
To be like others want him to be
I don't think we can keep our mind free.


7. BLURRED INCEPTION

If we take a look outside
We can see all these wonders
Natural landscapes or human creations
If we're still breathing this air
It's because everybody wonders
What we are doing here but we won't get the answer
We won't get the answer

Some men believe in a god
Who has created Earth and us
Is it the truth or also a human creation ?
The neverending universe
Is full of mysteries, full of questions
But we won't get any answer

Are we alone ? Alone to carry all fear ?
Alone to suffer from all pain ?

Are there other unknow powers
Except money and wealth ?
I hope there are. Could I encounter them one day ?
Have we some clues to deal with this ?
I think we have but we're too blind to see the truth
In our perfect world, in our straight mind

We're all afraid... afraid to see the answer
Afraid to admit the answer.


9. SIGHT OF DESPAIR

I lived my life as I wanted
Without fera, without hatred
I felt easy in my mind
Until I realized the nastiness of humankind

Terrorist attack : to kill, to offend
Guided by their faith, men awake the evil
Hurting families, killing innocents
Death is everywhere, this is what I feel

I open my eyes
I realize
Do you hear my cries ?

I'm in a fuckin' bad mood
I think that I'm not understood
You look at me, you laugh at me
But you don't know how I feel
When these thoughts get hold of me

Popularity seeking, selfishness
Entrusting power to the powerless
Submissive to an authority
Which will never know what is good for me

I open my eyes
I realize
Do you hear my cries ?

Now I can see you're blinding me
Now I want to live you bury me
Life is not easy but it's a gift
I'm gonna walk through the mist

Keep your eyes open to see the darkness
Close your eyes and feel the nothingness
Keep your eyes open to burn your mind
Close your eyes to dream and see the light.


10. RECONQUERED

I think today I'm fine, maybe he's gone
It's time for me to get out. At last, alone
Returned to a normal life, returned to reality
One body, one personality

I can be the one I was before
I can be the one I've never been before
New beginning, new start
Could this day be the one of rebirth ?
The day I waited too long : my birth

Reconquered and regained
I feel power is mine again
But I am wondering
Me and him... are we the same ?

Today I can join those I missed
Those I protected from him
Today I can make them disappear
Do I still exist ? I'm fading away
Stronger, louder ! Now I can stay
No more obstacle, no more limit
All become easier
Nothing, nobody can stop me now

Reconquered and regained
I feel power is mine again
But I am wondering
Me and him... are we the same ?

Reconquered and regained
It's finally time for me to reign.


11. TOO WEAK TO FIGHT

What is this voice in my head
Another guide, another threat
Am I losing my reality
Or I still live with an enemy

I cannot move, my arms are tied up
This blinding light prevents my sight
Why am I locked up in this room ?
I guess it's too late to fight

What can I do ? I belong to you
My world falls down, I'm too weak to fight

This guy has too many questions
He says he'll find a solution
The needle comes again through my skin
The cotton now fills my every will

Lethargy is a good loophole
But I'm not sure this is gonna help me
You think I'me healed when I crawl
But you don't know what horror I see

What can I do ? I belong to you
My world falls down, I'm too weak to fight.

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