1. BLACK SHELTER

My road had been strayed and striped in envy
The dweller are being devoured by displacing
While you are recovering from a childish sleep
Skulk at my promises, I knew this day would come

I was careless, even though I was scared as hell
I've been expecting you, it was foretold by

Believe the evidence in front of your eyes
Have you not seen the mark all over the skin?
Sheltered in the heart, in the womb of senses
Buried deep down in a marked subconscious

This awkward feeling still coming to mind
A promise that shall not be broken
Buried deep down in a glowing subconscious
I still wish for the sunrise to glow

Fear must overcome trivial desires
Nightmarish delusion are coming to life

Believe the evidence in front of your eyes
Have you not seen the mark all over the skin?
Sheltered in the heart, in the womb of senses
Buried deep down in a marked subconscious


2. LAST POETRY LINE

So we meet at last, we meet at last Aletha
How I wish this could be just a little longer
It's hard to think we'd make it this far
We had been feeded by our nightmare

I'm catching sight of the last poetry line
When our sorrows will be washed away

Last deadly, peaceful line
In an endless nightmare, where she never wakens
Last deadly poetry line
In an endless sorrow, which can only grow

So we meet again, Aletha and this is the end
This is the farewell, a farewell to your little game
I'll fade away from your sight, even though
I'm still deeply scared as hell

Still livin' a fate worse than death
It's all because of me, because of me

Last deadly, peaceful line
In an endless nightmare, where she's never waken
Last deadly poetry line
In an endless sorrow, now I have to go


3. DEATH DWELLS IN SIGHT

When will cease this meddling?
Unconscious luring from her eyes
Eternity of bliss, an hopeless life
When have you become blind?

And then she took myself away from me
If not for her, my dream would have come true
I must try to remember me, and my true self as well
Release the shackles of sin, which bound us so far

I'd go gladly with a still heart
The peaceful waters will fare my will
The love you wanted is now here
So allow me to atone for my sins

I'm saddened you didn't gather my touch
She carries sorrow within her soul
I must try to remember me, and my true self as well
Release the shackles of sin, which bound us so far

And then she took myself away from me
If not for her, my dream would have come true
I must try to remember me, and my true self as well
Release the shackles of sin, which bound us so far

Death dwells in sight


4. IN VAIN

You walk careless and proud
On a street you used to know
You became a stranger in your plot
What's going on?
Trapped on the stage
Meaningless and hopeless man
The main character is living your life
The one you didn't dare to be a part of

And what do you do? Like always you watch
It's your show, so come on it's time to go

You are going to miss it
Once again you're tired and bored
As you used to do, as the others used to expect
You can't change what's gone
Or what you undone
The theatre is empty now
They brought the curtains down and you're alone

And what do you do? Like always you watch
It's your show, so come on it's time to go

Would you open your eyes?
Maybe you still don't mind, you are lonely
Growing older and blind
Waiting for someone to tell you in vain

You won't look yourself in the mirror on your wall
You're scared of the reflection of a man
What's going on?
You'd rather go on reflecting your lies
Than find again what you've been
Which mask are you wearing now?
You're falling apart this time, I'll just watch

And what do you do? Like always you watch
It's your show, so come on it's time to go

Would you open your eyes?
Maybe you still don't mind, you are lonely
Growing older and blind
Waiting for someone to tell you in vain


5. THE HILLS GAZE IN SILENCE

With the eyes of a lonely autumn down
Misty mountains and fields stared upon me
Night has always been there for me
Background of black faces still watching me

Where the hills and mountains gaze in silence
The lonely moon upon the waters
Passing through the barren field
With winds freezing your tears

Maybe the dark trees bending toward the earth
Covering the light on your nightmares
Bad dreams still keeping you awake
Or you have nothing left to dream

Night is fading, and sunrise burst with pride
The clouds would dissolve
Long time ago I forgotten how to live and dream
But sun still drop the warm upon me

Where the hills and mountains gaze in silence
The lonely moon upon the waters
Passing through the barren field
With winds washing away your tears

Where the hills and mountains gaze in silence
The frozen moon upon the waters
Passing through the barren field
With winds washing away your tears


6. STILL

Every dawn I lay in my bed
And I let the mind spread its thoughts
I stare at the cracks in the ceiling
All I think it's how unfair life is
Following lines, matching the junctions
Asking if my plan will succeed
I wonder if it's fair, all this loneliness

There is a faith in which trust lays asleep
Endlessly I told you that I want to go through
Aletha forgive me, I can hear your brave voice
Aletha relieve me, do what's best for you

Are bad dreams keeping me awake?
Another night I dreamed
That she was again beside me
When I'll ever stop making mistakes

Aletha every time I look in your eyes
I can see you, but it's not enough
I can be there for you, you keep me awake
There is too much pain in this world without you

There is a faith in which trust lays asleep
Endlessly I told you that I want to go through
Aletha forgive me, I can hear your brave voice
Aletha relieve me, do what's best for you

Are bad dreams keeping me awake?
Another night I dreamed
That she was again beside me
When I'll ever stop making mistakes

Are bad dreams keeping me awake?
Another night I dreamed
That she was again beside me

Another night I dreamed
That she was watching
That she was watching over me


7. THE STORM

Feeling with a burning heart
A heart plunged into darkness
Downward fall in the past
You used to watch over the others
But what you're missing
Is to take care of yourself

Meaningless words in the air
Asking for the truth
No matter how far you are
Strings are playing someone else's song
A foreign melody that takes my soul away

But your last struggle, your last tempest
Is your last choice, your only choice

Can you forgive me for what I've done?
I can't even feel you anymore

Do not shed tears of love
Laugh at your sadness, it's hard to do
You are the quiet after the storm
But also the sorrow that crawling in my soul

Can you forgive me for what I've done?
I can't even feel you anymore

Do not shed tears of love
Laugh at your sadness, it's hard to do
You are the quiet after the storm
But also the sorrow that crawling in my soul
That bleeding in my soul


8. WHISPER

You left me and now
I am a poet without his rhymes
A musician without his notes
A life without its roots
A man without his lies

I just feel too guilty
To even scream these words
I barely whisper what I wished to tell you
But you weren't there

Words I've never said
Things I've never done
I do not expect to make it right
I just pretend you can still listen to me

Now you're gone
But you're the wind through my hair


9. HEIRLOOM

A sight through the pale looking glass
A winter cold room whispering sadness
Where the seed of my hope lies
Where the time whisper your name

I saw the world through your eyes
Whose innocence falls on us
I felt part of your pain and
Shared your need as they were mine
Being I, a part of your soul

And to sense how hard this could be
To live here deep inside your pain
I want to share the apathy which grows in you

I tend my arms toward the mirror
Just a piece of a reflected kindness
May my word and my mighty will
Be with my hereafter

I saw the world through your eyes
Whose innocence falls on us
I felt part of your pain and
Shared your need as they were mine
Being I, a part of your soul

And to sense how hard this could be
To live here deep inside your pain
I want to share the apathy which grows in you

Son, why do you cling to this corrupt world?
Some would settle for less, but not you
Duty of the afterglow, the glory of sunrise
Draped within a fate no one can change

I lend a hand and I can touch your fright
Half my heir is lost but half will rise
I felt part of your pain
To share your need as mine
Being I, a part of your soul

Son, why do you cling to this corrupt world?
Some would settle for less, but not you
Duty of the afterglow, the glory of sunrise
Draped within a fate no one can change
No one can change...


10. FAREWELL IS FOREVER

Even if my thoughts wanted to go back
In fullness of time, why didn't I seen this before?

In spite of the lost thought returned at last
It happened once again so please understand me
Just two of us, a guide to my doom
Still can't realize the laughs you did though

Herein lies your veiled word
Evoke this words, farewell is forever

Realizing how I was shocked and ablaze
Your billowy dresses are no longer seduction
Memories that now rests in a peaceful limbo
Containing the will to deprive life

There's no reason to wait for this
Recall my oath, farewell is forever
Farewell, farewell

Even if my thoughts wanted to go back
In fullness of time, why didn't I seen this before?