1. ROTTING MOON

Oh night, full of woe...
I shall walk the trails to my Sanctuary...
Where I will sleep alone.
There in my lonliness...
I will cut the vein...
Let it bleed...onto this Earth again...
Again...
Do my eyes decieve me?
Is this mess, what I have become...
Then my Death will be glorious
a final demise...
On this night...my message on the wall
In the night...no one saw me fall...


2. MORNING WALKS

Awake to nothing
tired and weak
Nothing is wrong with me. I just want to die.
Awake to nothing
same depression day in... day out
worthless existance...
let it end? or walk it off?


3. MY BLACK OATH TO THE SPIRITS

I...I looked out to the Ocean
and I found myself within

I can't go back on my words
I am not a man, I am their lord...
and these spirits of the Dead, have claimed my soul for their own...
I will never escape my fate.

I have offered my eternal love...
So in my death will I be treated as a God?

My oath...tells me so...


4. FAILURE LIFE

Internal lies now apparent outside.
Feeling ashamed for the rest of my Life.
I see now I wasted all this time in longing...
I hope that next time around
I will figure out my life before
Its taken from me...


5. FOLLOWED BY DEAD VOICES

Alas, the Circle's gate is wide open
And the stars shine upon the silver key
this gate is wide open!
Now I am followed by the distant voices of the dead

The force of mundane existance
pulls us from our dreams
Takes away
far beyond the realm of the living
So far away from this ignorance


6. THE CRUELTY OF TIME

In My Mind...There was still time for me...


7. HAUNTINGS

Son of the Night
Child of nocturnal beauty
crawl amongst the rows
your fingers in the dirt
spying on a Funeral
A casket is lowered
The tears they cry
The remains of a stranger
I am aroused...