1. H.A.A.T.

Hellish hatred and infernal wrath rising in me when I walk Among the sheep
Hate from the deepest pits of hell is boiling in my veins, I can’t stand it anymore
Blinded by fury, by pure fucking rage
I go crazy, totally insane

For years I’ve listened to your judgement and foolery

I don’t walk with the flock, therefore am I a misfit to you
Vile humans, disgust in my mind when
I see you scum of the Earth

We are children of war, driven by hate and madness
We are children of war, feel our napalm’s caress

Fist in your face, I vomit on your beliefs
Lying there on the ground with blood in your face
Fear in your eyes, despair in your screams
What you gonna do now cunt?

True hate, this is my fate, your soul I desecrate

We are children of war, driven by hate and madness
We are children of war, feel our napalm’s


2. TRUST IN VAIN

Smash his face and crush his balls. take his dignity and
Heal my scars. feel his fear And see him suffer.

Only hate inside, he stole my laughter, holy
Father/motherfucker, I want my childhood Back.
My heart is Oh, so black.

My head is spinning, was it my fault?
Memories clouded, I´m dancing in a fog.
Who Am I, it´s so fucked up, every Day I cry inside.

I am burning inside, everything is upsidedown.
I am Burning inside, dressed in a Funeral gown.

You stole my life like fucking thief.
Decades of mourn, Decades in grief.
Years of Suffering, hate and agony.
You Stole my trust.

Why did you betray me father?

I want my body to be cleaned, I want my soul to be healed
I want my body to be cleaned, I want my soul to be healed


3. SOMETHING INSIDE

There's nothing to worry about, just relax...
I can't find myself, everything so black
See myself fade away, I witness the sickness
I can't fight the demon, I can't stop this madness
Something inside me destroys my mind
It swallows my soul

Numb

Take a spin in my head, come closer and see my eyes
You will see a dead man screaming in silence
This bizarre thing goes on and on
I hate my life

No wonder you're infected, weak as time has shown
Ever since the dawn of man I've nested in its mind,
You've been too easy,
Soon you'll beg me to sleep, beg me To dream
Watching your soul was almost a laugh,
But by now all that
Is left is mine to consume

It's like a spiral with no end
Twisted, disturbed, voices, chaos

Everything is nothing, nothing is everything
Put me to sleep, just let me dream

Please put me to sleep


4. ODE TO APATHY

Out of options - no more decisions
Out of strength - no more bleeding
Out of will - no more loss
Out of dreams - no more dreams