1. LAST TRANSMISSION

Cannot ease the fever flaming in your eyfs
Can't close out the frequence lusting for the lie
When your depression slowly leaves
The world around you starts to burn
Won't feel it coming
Won't feel anything at all

Last transmission

Way down in seclusion - the icon of your fear
Let your eyes believe you see it all so clear
Desperation is the only thing you couldn't live without
Can you hear them screaming?
No, can't hear anything at all


2. SCARECROW

Passion stains the godless taste
The human eye now raped and dazed
Our marks of shame soon worn away
The spider's trapped in a web of clay

Naked in the desert of delight
Banish the throughts into the night
Scarecrow servant of demise
Parting the honey from the flies

What's in the veins is what to keep
Still the floods of raptures sound asleep
Visions fade and die at ease
Inferior slaves are ours to please

The last of shadows shapes the end
From mountains high it all descends
One single dagger unleash the doom
Creation falls in my closed room


3. CARESS THE DAMNED

Colder now then ever
The rebel walks without you here
Take my share of bleeding
Means nothing to me
Don't care about your saddness
Don't want to make your life my own
Heart of stone within me
The first to pull you down

Don't you come come come caress me now
Your feeble body fuels the flames of lonliness somehow
The closer that you crawl
Just the further I will fall
Can't keep me from dying
Can't save me at all

Body down at zero
Carying around a loaded gun
Can't go on the way it's heading now
Looks rather thin
How I wish I had not opened
The door so you could step right in
And crush whatever's left of me
The blood looks rather thin


4. BY MY OWN HAND

Who was I or was I really there
You didn't seem to know you didn't seem to
Grew tired of being the nameless one
So I did what had to be done
Washed away the filth
From your sins I am clean
The sins never forgiven
Not even in hell you'll walk unseen

I couldn't put faith in me
I couldn't put faith in God
The only faith I found
Was in the knife that spilled my blood

In tears I laughed
As the blade slowly tore my veins
At last I was free
Free from all my pains
Now it's too late
For you to touch my lips with yours
And say you're sorry
'Cause my heart don't beat no more
And all that's left is what you'll bury

Worms now crawl in me
Crawling in my bones
They're the best friends
And they enjoy my company
Six feet under there's a paradise
Within wooden walls my Eden lies

I couldn't put faith in me
I couldn't put faith in God
The only faith I found
Was in the knife that spilled my blood

In tears I laughed
As the blade slowly tore my veins
At last I was free
Free from all my pains
Now it's too late
For you to touch my lips with yours
And say you're sorry
'Cause my heart don't beat no more
And all that's left is what you'll bury

Close those empty eyes
Forgive yourself but never life
Wash away the filth
Here comes the knife

In tears you laugh
As the blade slowly tears your veins
Read the blood
Read the truth within the stains
The shame you feel is turning into grace
And you're greeting death with a smile on your face


5. OPHIDIAN

Slither inside
Can't go where I hide
So delicate and weak
You dare not collide
The truth in me
Too dark to see
So bitter the taste
Now the poison runs free

On the dream that you once rode
Now your visions all corrode
You're the one that sent me
Would I betray?
When all hope is gone and the damage done
I'm still alive
The addiction's strong
You can't erase me
Won't go away

Of hatred and scorn
Of the heart that's been torn
From a darkened womb
In your dreams I was born
The first and the last
Out of the past
One final solution
Now its coming down fast


6. WHERE THE RIVER OF MADNESS STREAM

Take me to the other side
Beyond this world I know
Thru madness eternal falls
My sanity will flow

Here I will be
Where the rivers of madness stream
Down the gules to a pit of dream

My sanity defiled
Now I leave behind
To plaines immortal
I unleash my mind

Here I am not lost
These sights are not strange to me
And I shall not dwell alone
Within my insanity

"Though dead I seem
I will live forever within my dream
For beyond the lakes of sanity
Our dreams become reality"


7. PALE AUTUMN FIRE

The autumn came and the leaves fell
Like raindrops from heaven
Like sinners to hell
For every drop a sin was earned.
For every leaf a sinner burned."

Bodies form the pattern of everlasting sin
Embrace the flesh and tame the blood
That pounds the veins therein

In the ashes that they crawl
All dreams are shattered
The flames will never be the same
In the ashes that they crawl
So does desire
Before the pale autumn fire

The needle's creeping downwards
And the scars bleed in my soul
Upon the weakened limbs I spit
And now I've crushed you every goal

In the ashes that they crawl
All dreams are shattered
The flames will never be the same
In the ashes that they crawl
You found desire
Dead in the pale autumn fire


8. AND JULIE IS NO MORE

The silence came so suddenly
No longer can I hear her breath
Her grip of my hand now faded
So this is how it all would end

And Julie is no more
My love walked out the door
From which she'll never be returning
I hold her in my arms
And wish the nothing her may harm
Wherever she is going

Never thought I would be the one
The bleeder,the one left behind
The flesh of time is crying
Blood red tears from a wound never to heal

The silence screams in me
It's echoes howl (this cannot be)
From tears my eyes are burning
The fire eats away
The marks the sorrow and dismay
Paint death across my face
Paint it black

Sleep my love
Grow one with earth
Stay true to your nature
Don't ever dream of the above
Let your spirit wander among the wolves
Howl under the thousand faced moon
One day I will join you
And that day is coming soon

Dark years die slow
Just like an angel bleeding in the snow
White turns to red,death lies ahead

The silence came so suddenly
No longer I am to breath
The grip of life has faded
Mourning has come to an end

And life shall be no more
I followed thu the door
Where love lasts forever
I hold her in my arms
Embrace the wolves charm
Its loving yellow eyes
As yellow as mine


9. SO SAD YOUR SORROW

Would not call it lonely
Like the circles interact
Wish her world is lonely
They kept that cancer off my back

Drowning in the sewer
Drowning slowly with out a face
How I wish I knew her
Before she lost the golden race

Here in my eyes
Lives her remain
Your ashy smiles are growing all alone

Doctors, doctors, ??
Last the fire lost control
Did it really matter?
To whom and why you sold your soul
Could not hold the power
The thrashing, retching, all within
Last the ?? shot her
So sad you sorrow baby friend

Here in my eyes
Lives her remain
Your ashy smiles are growing all alone


10. ELYSIA

Visionaire - silverscreen
Distant mirrors all I see
Shadows dancing closer
Dripping from the orb

Master of misery
Well, it's all said and done
Hallucinations scream
Yes, I will swallow the sun

No warmth within my heart
The blood upon my door
The demon's free at last
Please let me drown the past

Thunderbolt - scorpio
13 nails into the soul
Bleeding - kneeling down now
Clutcing at the straws

Can't keep the mind from slipping
Further into the dark
Hold back the breathing
Lead in my lungs


11. SWEET TRAGEDY

Faceless I am dying
Upon a withered Earth
Pain gave me silence
And pain gave mi birth
Lifeless I am falling
Into a room of ice
At ease inside my prison
Saved from bitter lies

The dust I leave behind...
A shadow you must wear
Feel the darkness in your mind
And the cold despair...

Flashing through my memory
The emptiness I hide
Losing all desire
Losing all but pride
The bridges all are burning
Nothing left to see
The world now stands in ruin
Come sweet tragedy


12. WHERE THE FIRE FOREVER BURNS

My sweet caress of fire
Burns gently thru your hair
You and I forever
In a burning lair
And the fire shall dance just for us
So come with me, we shall never return
Let me show you my Eden
Where the fire forever burns

Don't be afraid
These flames won't harm you now
But if you want a way
Or deny my love
Those flames shall burn your wings
Sweet little dove

Don't ever leave
There is no need to fly away
I'm all you want and could ever need
All I want is you to stay

And forever pleasing me with love
Telling me I'm the only one
And the fire is your home
But if not so you will burn
Trust me you will burn
And in my arms once again
You shall never be

You began to play with fire
To see if it burned
And so it did time after time
You longed for someone else

Don't ever leave
There is no need to fly away
I'm all you want and could ever need
All I want is you to stay

Flying so high, oh so high on virgin wings
As the fire below climbs higher and begins to sing
It sings of a dove so eager for love
But who still wants to fly to another one
(Fly away)...In my flames you shall perish

"Burning love, burning dead
A light you'll never forget"

And you had to leave
Why I do not know
But deep inside (deep inside)
I know you're sorry

"My sweet caress of fire
Burns gently thru your hair
You and I forever
In a burning lair
And the fire shall dance just for us
So come with me, we shall never return
Let me show you my Eden
Where the fire forever burns"


13. SUNDOWN

Our final stand
The last command
Our journals final entry
You did so well
None left to tell
About the damnation you brought on

Bring down the damned
The blood is on your hands
As the sun sets forever

No saving grace
All out of place
Went down in a sea of neon
The desperate lust
In what we trust
Now rests in the arms of failure