1. I BELIEVE

(Instrumental)


2. SNAP

Snap - blind within my mind
A colored spade dragged behind
The curtain that seperates this fantasy world
Of vulgar lust from the desert place
That awaits us in the end
And I wonder who paints my fate
And I wonder who paints my fate
I always knew this time would come when I had to choose
A god of lie laughing at my faith and the people I abuse
Angels - singing all together
As centuries pass and time repeats
Itself from end back to start
We all have truth and loyalty
Til birth do us part
Stepping through the watery mirror
To the shadow land of my mind
I see hidden places and dark secret corners
Neglected love and broken promises
Spread like waste in the twisted streets
Lead by lies I pass the dead-end-alleys of my dreams long gone
People I pass have no faces
Still I know who they are
And still I wonder who paints my fate
Snap - blind within my mind
A colored spade dragged behind
The curtain that seperates this fantasy world
Of vulgar lust from the desert place
That awaits us in the end


3. ARTIFICIAL TRANCE

Stranded once again along with my self
Like the leaves falling from the trees
My better half has left me with a bunch of floating bubbles
This immortal flesh is not to be touched
Now leaving this plane just to catch another
Why won't they, what's wrong with them
Come one participate in this journey of eternal happiness
Never seen, never felt, never heard anything like it
All creatures trying to ruin our sanctuary
Questions to be asked, why can't they see it
Those nice people with their
a-level jobs, a-level houses,
A-level everything, a-level nothing
I don't need them
Stranded once again along with my pink elephant
Oh my god, what's going on
I felt euphoria closing in on me
I've got my artificial trance


4. ILLUSORY

Looking into the mirror on the wall
I see my own empty eyes
I see nothing in front of me
How could this be? Suddenly you cannot see
Please help me what is wrong with me
Is it a dream or is it real
Everything I had was just an illusion
Disappeared as my love came through
Everything I saw was just a dream
But my eyes won't stop looking back
After what I can no longer see
Look around me and you'll surely see
All yesterdays' virtues turns to misery
Don't ask what I've come through
And how it came to be and if you're feeling down
Well it's the same with me am I wasting my time
Looking into the mirror of the past
My heart will never stop bleeding
God's gift to me I threw it all away
God's gift to me - god's gift to me
Everything I had was just an illusion
Disappeared as my love came through
Everything I saw was just a dream
But my eyes won't stop looking back
After what I can no longer see
Everything I got left is an empty space of my self
Why is this happening to me?


5. I LOST MY SENCE OF PASSION

Bring me passion
Warmth from your eyes
Let me fly away from your lies
Dreams of me and you
Leads me to this point of view
I wouldn't set you free
Now that you deserted me
I came all this way
To join you in this play
Found nothing here
Tried to release all of my fear
Climbed up the wall to reach you
Found out that there was nothing I could do
Fantasy is all I've got now I see the door is shut
I was too weak to say to you
How much I felt this can't be true
Sleepless nights no one there at all
Searching for the one I used to know
I would cry along the hours just for you
Please listen to me
We created this together
The structure as art of an architect
As liquid we flowed in the same direction
As soldiers in a parade we marched
Towards the final chapter in this book of joy...


6. DREAMING OF A WAY

Falling through my wildest dreams
Wondering how people would look
If they lived in barbed-wired-boxes sad
And stared for a while
I will never find that thought again
Though I search for precious memories
Gathering around a candlelight realizing things forgotten in the past
Prophets preaches singing in my ear
Reminding me how fragile it can be
Life that glows yet falls to pieces
This talk will never end if obligated not to tell
Catastrophes will approach
Twisted ropes around my neck
Considering the regrets just to come
Wishing that an angel would have turned me in my bed
When I cry out just an echo returns to me
Hoping for things to get better in life
Liquid falling from my eyes is a message to you
Dreaming of a way, solving these mysterious matters
Battles won many fought
Please don't erase this gloomy thought of mine
I will never find that thought again
Though I search for precious memories
Gathering around a candlelight
Realizing things forgotten in the past
Prophets preaching in my ear
Reminding me how fragile it can be
Dreaming of a way, solving these mysterious matters...


7. BREEZE

The sun is shining once again
Your smile confronts me once again
How much longer do you want me to pretend?
In the shadows of your life
I became a spawn of hate
Deceased with laughter from a place I can't forget
Come with me I shall now tell you
Tales of horror tales of wonder
The sun is shining once again
Your smile confronts me once again
How much longer do you want me to pretend?
Disbelieve and constant, crazy, crap-related suspicions
Was never written in our path
Holy night will arise
Come with me I shall now tell you
Tales of horror tales of wonder
Creepy, crawling, just another christ is born
In the shadows of your life
I became the spawn of hate
I'm leaving Judas crucified
During seven days
He managed to archieve his goal
In many ways he could
Still no one more precious than you
A breeze


8. THE FIELDS OF DESPAIR

And each night as my conscience fades away
I hope and pray that this'll be the last time
And I won't live to see that
As my mind ashes and when my heart bleeds
For the sake of my life & for the glory of love
Or perhaps just for the fun of it
Strange despairs and I lose my perspective
Until I am one among thousands
Seeking warmth beside the stranger
Fires that burn on the fields of despair
Find salvation among the strangers
Fires that burn on the fields of despair
Losing my perspective of life
No more can I rest my heart among those
Who walk this world
Will the morning sun clear my soul?
Ok! Burn my bitterness in the face
Of my own vain


9. I BELIEVE (CONTINUED)

Whispers in the morning light
The sun is shining bright
Another day goes by
From outside I can hear the wind blow
I can see the leaves are falling
In this beautiful morning
I close my eyes and sadness disappears
When I need to hide for a while
I would let you into my dreams
And find the changes so strange
Could I make you see how I feel
That feeling is so strong
Leaving the past behind
Searching for the words I don't know how
To tell you
Will I ever see the truth to be spoken?
And would my heart break?