1. SLOR AV SORG

På en guffen morgen voknet jeg
Med tomme stirrende øyne

Alt lys er slokket
Jeg ser bare skumringen

Jeg lengter etter de himmelske marker
Og vil føle meg omfavnet av døden

Jeg føler at jeg skal hoppe i evigheten
Hvor de mørke sjeler hersker

Jeg tåler ikke lyset lengre
Jeg tåler ikke lykket.


2. THE BATTLE AND THE DREAM

Caught in my body
My feet drag me
Wherever I do not want to go
I have no choice
I am split in two
Body and mind
My mind is clear
Wants to find another host not deformed, yet not perfect.

Raise war, raise hell, mind wins
Body cries, mind flies, body dies

I swim in agony
Gone is my golden era
I collapse in lurid dreams
The stream of distress has taken me into its arms
A collage of memories flashes before my eyes
Sometimes grotesque, sometimes destructive.

I long for an reunification
Some time near in time.

An embrace of filthy claws starts me out of my sleep
But there is no reality, reality is gone
So am I
There is no more me
The body dissolved in an ethereal mass
The minds roams in an unending universe
I am lost in my dreams and there is no way back.

I think I die
But I am not certain
What is dying

The change from known into unknown
The change from unknown into known
There is no colours
Nothing!
Only fading into solitude.


3. THE UNKNOWN

Living in a room of solitude
Never had a change to socialize
Always chained by prejudish
Even we treat them like another worthless
Rejected before they are known.

Lost in aworld where they are left behind
Seeking for attention that can not be found
Thoughs of meaningless and useless are?

Embedded in their minds
Exiled to the nothingness by the worthy
Sentenced to eternal longliness
Never do they get the change for love.

In this world of civilized day and age , they are considdered nothing more as alower form of life
Useless for our modern society.

It is time that we open our eyes
So that we can apreciate them
Instead of ignoring them
Cos they sure need uor attentional affection
So give them an umbrella for the rain.

Give them warmth and for the cold wintery days
And discover their values
Listen to what they have to say
Look at what they have to show you

Release them out of the nothingness .
Another utopia, for their will always be high and low, warm and cold, sunshine and raindrops


4. EVERLASTING DARKNESS

Empty
Hopeless
Numb
Is how I feel inside
Thought's are raving through my head
Thoughts of madness
Thoughts of desperation
Emotionally shattered

It is all getting too much for me
Con not bear to witness
The cruelty any longer
Nor the pain that seems to paralyse me

Oberrun by harsh feelings
Towards a world
That has given me nothing
But everlasting darkness

The wish to fly away
Has never been more tempting
So I fly
Further and further
Away from this earth
Away from reality
The reality that breaks me down to ashes

I want to dissappaer forever
So still I fly
Further and further
Until I have found myself

Finally I have reached a place
To live my life in solitude
For in solitude I was born
And in solitude I will die


5. POSSESSED (THE FORCE)

An unknown force has invaded my mind
Take control over my thoughts and feelings

My memories are banned to oblivion
Only hatred fills my heart
I see no longer colours, but darkness and grey
My soul is as black as the night
And so cold as ice

I am wandering through the fields of death
Kissing every grafe
This is where I must end!
And no priest shall exorcise me!
For the force is more powerful than any other force
In the universe and beyond!

It gives me command of life and death
And he who confronts me, shall be guided to the fields of death
The force is my bride to be

And the dead shall be our offspring
Those who are, and those who shall be!
And their souls will be as black as the night
And as cold as ice

I am standing before the gates of my hell
I am looking at my kingdom to come
Where the force is my leader
My destiny is about to be revealed
I see nothing but an open grave
I cry for help


6. ETERNAL DEATH

See them watching
Whole day sitting
From muorning till evening
If they could, without talking

Or walking the way, where?
Only people of their kind
Will follow their way
Not their wife, on a parallel way

Next to each other so far away from reality

Seeing through eyes of glace
Living in the inner dimension
Where they can fly
Never die?
See the light of their ilusion
Survivng the grand catasthrophy
Hiding for darkning reality
Created your serenity
The perfect lie

Look forward
See what happens
Look back
See what is wrong
Turn your vision into the way of crossing
Try to find the small road
Where she is to guide to

Look in the mirror through your reflection and see what it is all about.
See the paradise , out of reach for the unfortune ones.
Reach out!
Try to catch your exiled soul and reach for your reflection, your reflection which is lost in the mirro.
Escape from yourself and walk away from it
Cause we are about to see beyond the star's secrecy
We are the reflection
But are we who we are?
Are we learning to see beyond the mountains?

Fly!

Come and fly with me to paradise and make it the unfortune ones.
Do not ask yourself about the meaning of life, for the answer lies within death!
Alone, without help, we must accomplish our mission.
Behold!
Behold the sun's flame in our lost tradition
Replace it
Escape from your mirror
Seek for your very self
And find yourself an answer

Dream!

Dream what you are to be
Touch what you are to see
And reach out for your exiled soul.
Find the reason within my question.
So look in the mirror and see the unfortune ones' lost paradise.
Is your mission accomplished?
Cry!
Cry for your lost soul swallowed by the trusted ones.
Life : Eternal death!!