1. SUDDEN CHANGE

It's odd that you would think
What's always been a game to me would suddenly change
Feeding off the empty
I waste another day
To find a way through somehow
Somehow
You'll find a way through me

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There's no more to say tonight
Think till your head turns hollow
N' I fear the more that I try
The further I get
No way to tell you why

It's nothing new too me
The ground beneath me always seems to just give way
Bleeding right in front of me
What more could I say
It's find a way through somehow
Somehow
You'll find a way through me

[Chorus]

Keep holding on or let it go
Your weakness hides but still it shows
Keep holding on or let it go

[Chorus]


2. BLOOD IN MY HANDS

Closed in around me
The walls are like enemies
Trying to trap me inside
You are the same with your devious inklings
Trying to take me for mine

Well I don't know what you want from me
I've given you everything
Even the air I breathe
And I don't know what you're trying to prove
I've got nothing left to lose
Either way
I know I'm only

Giving away the guilt in me
Giving away complicity
The feeling is surreal but the blood's still on my hands

Guilty I may be but you're the epitome
Blaming the world for your crimes
Soon comes the ending where I'll be left standing
Alone here to die
On my time

Well I don't know what you want from me
I've given you everything
Even the air I breathe
And I don't know what you're trying to prove
I've got nothing left to lose
Either way
I know I'm only

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I'll stay numb until the guilt is gone
When blood stained on my hands is fading
Fade...

[Chorus]


3. NEVER EVEN THERE

Sunrise to another day
Let indifference pass me by
I say if everyday is the same
Why fall a sleep to wake up screaming

We are not the same
We're not to blame
The sun was
Never even there
Try to understand
Try if you can
The sun was
Never even there

No surprise you couldn't save the day
Even God's not on my side
But I hold on still to the hope you will
Be gone when I awake from dreaming

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I waited so long for a new day to come
But no sun rises

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4. YOUR LIES

And I've said enough by now
It's plain as day
Soon enough I'll need a change in the worst way
Not getting though to you is killing me
And soon enough I'll suffocate
From breathing

Your lies need to stop
I keep running out of reasons to comfort and shelter you

Yeah I'm so on to you
Watch what you say
It's the shit you never think about I'm taking the wrong way
Just getting through to you
Takes all my strength
And soon enough I'll suffocate
Take you with me

But I'm still breathing
So don't put me on and lie again

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Days have gone by
I'm dying inside
Is this, your idea of torture?
I'm asking you why with my heart barely beating,
You put me on and lie again?

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5. WIDE AWAKE

Wide awake
Fear is now the only thing that's keeping me
Wide awake

With no evidence your new defense is useless
You can find your way around it, the obvious truth
Back when inebriant and ignorant and cruel
I was spinning all around just waiting here for you

To find your way in
Hoping you find your way in

'Cause I'm wide awake
You are now the only thing that's keeping me
Wide awake
Yeah I'm wide awake
Fear is now the only thing that's keeping me
Wide awake

You were brilliant turned hesitant fool
You just have to look around you'll figure out its true
That when inebriant you're ignorant and cruel
And I'm the fool standing here waiting up for you

To find your way in
Hoping you find your way in

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Fearing me obsolete...
Thinking I should clear out my mind
So I can't
Hesitate, complicate, anything anymore
It's a
Slow defeat empty sheets look at me lying on the floor
It's a
Slow defeat empty sheets look at me wanting so much more


6. WAITING

Rip apart like everything
Anger me through the ceiling
Say the one thing
That drives me crazy
Till I'm burning in the fire again
I swear
I am burning in the fire again

I know I've been there once before
With my face down to the floor
Begging to feel the weight no more

Jaded by the ways of the world I keep on waiting
Waiting here alone
Jaded by like the rest of the world I keep on waiting
Waiting here alone

Speak to me in riddles that
Are somewhat hard to understand
Say something or don't say anything
And I'm preaching to the choir again
I swear
I am preaching to the choir again

I know I've been there once before
With my face down to the floor
Beggin' to feel the weight no more

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So I pave my own way
Just to get through the cold
I'm so sick of suffering and waiting here alone

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7. INTERLUDE TO ADDICTION

(Instrumental)


8. MAKESHIFT

So should I try and repair the ruined
Our makeshift ways now run too deep
And with our tongues twist-tied
These false conclusions
Are hanging on every word that we say

Trust me to feed you lies like you want me to
Trust me to close my eyes and pretend you never looked at me straight
Trust me...

Low am I
To share this proven
Makeshift way to let things be
Well, I'll offer up just one solution
Let your guard down
Become irate

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Slow down, slow down
Numb me from inside out
What now, what now
Wake up just to lay down

I'm sinking in the sand
Go on
Sink down
Then sink deeper

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9. OVERFLOW

Step by step decent from where I am would seem a better plan than falling in
Emotion overflowing now
Don't you waste it

I'm falling far...too late
This over flow is too much to take
I'm falling far...too late
So cut it up...afraid?
It's just another trip anyway
I'm falling far...too late

Watching you go down constantly draining me
Show me how you seem to be weakening
Up until now what's all been said is just a lie to cover up all the times that you've made me
Pay. Bleed. Breathe. Bleed and breathe.
You cloud my mind all the time.

Separate the sky from ground where I will stay internally until high tide
The ocean's overflowing now
Can you taste it?

So cut it up...afraid?
It's just another poison to take
I'm falling far...too late

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10. ALL IS NUMB

C'mon drift away through fundamental boundaries
To find ourselves surrounding
The ones who've already gone and come back stronger

All is numb
I've been lost too long
My fate's been mistakenly chosen
All is numb
Yeah I've done you wrong
My fate's been mistakenly chosen

Here you'll stay
Where lies are spread wide open
And ties are not so strong
That place you'll never find me
I've already gone

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I guess my thinking too much is what's been fuckin' me up
It's my own worst enemy, but
It will never own me...
Who am I kidding anyway?

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11. WATCHING YOU DISAPPEAR

Save your breath you're just someone helpless
Searching for answers all the time
Answers you can't find
Waste your breath it's just numb and hopeless
Searching for answers in your mind
Answers you can't find

Face it
You faded away from me
Face it
I'm used to it anyway
Watching you disappear...
Face it
You're pushing away from me
Face it
I'm used to it anyway
Watching you disappear...

Why regret, it's just somewhat pointless
You blame me, when you couldn't justify
Leaving me far behind

[Chorus]

When there's no other way
And
No more to say
You fade away
You fade away

[Chorus]


12. DEEP BREATH

Yeah, you can ride for free
Come along with me
You know you're always on my mind
They wouldn't understand, but
That was half the plan
A room filled with candle light
Sex in Disguise
Lay...
Lay next to me
Taste what you make
Then hold me next to none.